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Blowing up in general and finally htting the wall....
I've spent a lifetime being fat and I'm sick of it
Can't sleep, hate to eat but unable to stop, booze isn't helping, pain killers not helping, pot not helping....
I feel the pain and don't want to wake, move, live, breath
Pulling harder in my lungs thinking it will help me stop feeling the pain....wheezing from the marathon use....
Shots in the arm to feel numb.....they worked for one hour...the pain is back....
Every weekend it's always the same....48 - 96 hours of trying to be stoned 24/7
I hate my job...my job is the business...I have no choice but to keep going...
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Posted by hittinthewall on 2007-08-25 20:16:49 | Rating: | Views: 90
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