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Hitting the Wall
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Blowing up in general and finally htting the wall....
I've spent a lifetime being fat and I'm sick of it
Can't sleep, hate to eat but unable to stop, booze isn't helping, pain killers not helping, pot not helping....
I feel the pain and don't want to wake, move, live, breath......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-08-25 20:16:49 |
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fat
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drugs
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later..reflection...indigestion
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keeping the status quo
full package of bertelli's italian instant 10 minute dinner....all of it....
handfull of chips...the ones I threw away
tootsie roll mini....122 later...
wrappers, laying them flat, balling them up, trying to hide to self the truth.... they were all......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-08-25 22:42:29 |
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hate
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feeling some pain
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on the chart today.......
pain levels at a steady 3 with spikes of a few 7 or 8s to keep it interesting....
wine glass...filled and emptied times 3.....half filled with rum only so I added ice to keep it from buring on touch... filling the lungs.....
nice things today: family......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-08-30 21:48:05 |
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bad day
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