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well..
if you say you have a hard life ...
i think i maybe win you in that one.....
you know .... parents....
theyre so you can grow up properly and learn and they help you get on your feet...
theyre supposed to like love you or sumthing...
and be there for you when you need.... some parents are... sum are not....
sumtimes i dont know whether have great parents or well... not even worthy of being parents....
as i have told before... that sumtimes when i am angry a little.. theres always some little thing that pisses me off really much.... always sumthin..
when i am like angry and then i like accidentally hurt myself by crashing on the table or sumthin.... i get extremely angry.... and when that happends i sumtimes.... like hurt my little sister..... she´s 10
but as my sister is.... a huuge dramaqueen then if i like hurt her a little she says i hit her really hard.. even though when i just take her shoulder and tell her to stop attacking me.... she does that sumtimes... if i hurt her a little bitty she goes to cry and attacks me many times to tell me to stop.... and im juts defending myself... saying i aint doing anything....
when that happends... like i hurt my sister.... my father comes.... and if i like put my hands around her throat..... but without harming.... just so she would listen to me...
once i did that and my father.... who is kinda a little bit stronger than he thinks....
he put his hands around my throat ..... ( for doing it to my sister)
and he hurt me.... i was there like screaming... and mother was sitting in the living room... where she could hear the screaming easily... but did nothing....
unlike some people.... i dont feel safe with my parents....
they hit and hurt me alot....
we cant even fight.... without actually fighting...
well.....
and my father often tells me to give him my hand.... one time i said ok and he took around my wrist and like... crushed it... and i said it hurts and he was like ooooh that hurts ? i didnt know...
well i have found one word for my parents....
a bitch.. she says she can understand ppls feelings like i can... but ether she can see how they are feeling and doesnt care or she´s just a liar...
when i see a person outside... i can see and know what the person´s thinking... what the person´s feeling...
alot of people dont believe in like power and stuff... and im not talking about electricidyfldmhkjrn...
when i like... hear or know ppls thoughts...
first time... i was on my bike... in a place i havent been in before... and suddenly a sentence popped up in my head.... it was .. :" whatch out for the i dunno... bumps.. or hole... and i looked to the houses near by and i.... remember and old woman.......
and i dunno...
its cool that with practise you can actually do stuff like that...
like ... i went to a trip with work.. and there was a man.. with us... not from our country.... and everybody was thinking... where he was from..
and also me of course...
and i looked closely at his head... thinking where from he might be... and
finland popped up in my head very strongly... and i was like ok mabye hes from finland and then something ( not a person or anything) told me U.S. and i was like well.. this is hard.. i cant figure out if its finland or U.S.
in the end ... somebody decided to ask him... and he was from finland.... and he had lived in the U.S for some years... and i was really happy cuz there was no way you could hear where he was from by his accent... cuz he didnt talk much..
it also happend when we were getting results from our test... and i thought... and thought what my result would be... it wasnt much but....
i found out it was definetly 6 and mabye 5 in it.. ( here we get grades from 0 -10)
and in the end i got 6.5 it wasnt much but i was still happy cuz i kinda found out the number before i knew it..
well.. anycoo...
i dunno..
seeya ?
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Posted by hitokaji on 2008-07-14 23:12:25 | Rating: | Views: 28
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SPARE THE ROD SPOIL THE CHILD, THAT'S WHAT IT SAYS IN THE BIBLE. IF TOU LET A CHILD GET AWAY WITH BAD BEHAVIOR THEN LATER ON IN LIFE THEY COULD HAVE A BAD LIFE. I KNOW YOU WANT ATTETION FROM YOUR SISTER BUT YOU HAVE TO STOP TOUCHING HER BECAUSE SHE THINKS YOUR BEING MEAN TO HER AND SHE SCREAMS AND IT UPSETS YOUR PARENTS. THEY DON'T WANNA HEAR IT BECAUSE YOUR PARENTS LIFE IS HARD BECAUSE THEY WORK SO HARD AND ARE TIRED. IF THEY TELL YOU TO STOP, YOU WANT DO IT, BUT IF THEY SPANK YOU YOU WILL STOP. BE NICE TO YOUR SISTER AND SHE WILL BE NICE TO YOU. YOU WILL UNDERSTAND THINGS ONE DAY
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Posted by lanabell
on 2008-07-15 00:30:35
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ehhh.... well.. just one problem... i have tried being nice to my sister.... that didnt work...
she said fuck you... and about the i will understand one day... i already understand... im the kinda person who can put herself in other persons steps.. i know excactly how they feel.....
and that thouching... word didnt come out right..
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Posted by hitokaji
on 2008-07-18 08:39:39
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