Sorry it's been a couple weeks since I've written... I can only get online at work... and I've been crazy busy... plus the boss sits right behind me, and I can't really get on here until she leaves... ::wink::

Anywho -- So I wanted to update everyone on RB... but honestly... there isn't a whole lot to update you on.  That Thursday, the first time we hung out was indeed a great evening... however... with the whole kid situation and everything he doesn't have a whole lot of time to hang out.

But this is what is weird... I'm all about text messaging... I'm addicted, I have an unlimited text message plan... and now, just a few days ago I got a keyboard phone... LOL... but I digress...

We hadn't talked at all... but texts, since our date.  I was getting many many many hot and cold vibes from him... And then this previous weekend was his weekend he didn't have the kids and we were supposed to hang out... and I hardly heard from him all weekend... Thus we didn't hang out...

So anywho -- on to last night... OH Yeah... The Red Wings won the Stanley Cup... HEYY HEEYY HOCKEYTOWN!! WOOOOT WOOOOO!!!!  Ok, sorry -- I digress again... (I'm hungover today so I'm going to be jumping around a lot... I hope you can keep up...  lol)

I was kinda buzzed by the time the game was over and was leaving a friends on my way back up to the bar to hang out with some other friends and celebrate... plus is was $4 bomb nite... yessssss...

So on my way up to the bar I texted RB... and asked him what he was doing... long story short I actually got him to come up to the bar... and we had a wonderful time!  Once the bar closed we walked up to the gas station and he bought me some smokes... cuz I was out... and we walked back to the bar, very slowly... stopping every few minutes to kiss, or hug, or both.. and since I'm 5'11 and he's 6'4 (It's been such a long time since I've been with a tall man....It's wonderful!!!) he started walking behind me, kinda holding my waist as we walked... and we just took our time... like we both didn't have a care in the world besides just walking with each other...

So now I start giving him crap -- Since it has been 2 1/2 weeks almost since we've seen each other and he tells me he's been really stressed at work... and stuff.  I admitted that I was kind of feeling brushed off... which was fine (I mean it was fine if he wanted to brush me off and not talk to me anymore...), but I didn't want to be toyed with... and he told me he loves hanging out with me, he's just been really busy since he's gotta go to Germany on Father's Day for work and he's gotta have this and that done before he leaves.

So we finally part ways, and continue to text for the next 30-45 min and by this time I'm home, in my pjs and in bed, and finally pass out. 

I really enjoy hanging out with him, but at the same time... he's such a busy person... I don't know if it will end up working if we continue to date... because I know myself, and I adore, and require lots of attention... ::SIGH:: I know I should just take it day by day and see what happens... but I kinda feel like we have a great connection... but I also kind feel like I'm wasting my time.. Any comments??

So that's all for now... I also need to write about the secret man again... he's really pissing me off... but I'm too hungover to go into that... so I will leave that for another day.