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So... I know I started off thinking I was going to be blogging a lot... but it's hard when I have no internet connection at home... So I'm going to try again...
I do however read some ppl blogs on a regular basis... I like the relationship drama one's the best... since it seems like that the only drama that ever occurs in my life.. lol!
So let's see... my first ever blog on here was about my ex boyfriend... you know, the douchebag who called me every name in the book? So yea... that's all done and over with right... WRONG.
After all the shit happened, and I moved back into my ma's... he still had another month in our old apt b4 the lease was up... So I don't really talk to him that last month ... and now we fast forward a couple months later(This is now in March) then one day I run into him at the bar that all of our friends...
He tells me that the apt complex is trying to fuck him over... I say why? (Since BOTH of our names are on the lease). Here I am thinking the dumb ass still didn't pay the last months rent... You see, the idiot (also know as douchebag) worked like a dog as a dyno-tech (testing engines on what's know as a dyno before production puts them in cars).. and he still never had any money... because he DRINKS it all away... and spends it on stupid $700 guitars... BEFORE paying rent... sorry... getting off track.. I digress...
The apt is fucking him, and I ask why... he says because the say since we signed the notice to vacate one day after the 30 days we owe for all of February... I was like OMG why the fuck didn't you call me... He's like I thought you'd tell me to go fly a kite... I was like, OH YEA... that's my name on the line too... So of course I had to be mother hen again... write a letter to the damn coroprate office, plead our case, and of course they worked with us... CHEESE AND RICE... if I hadn't taken this out of asshole's hands (ka idiot and douchebag) my credit... and yea his too (but his is already fucked) would be effed! So whatever... so that gets taken care of...
Now he's living in a house with 3 of my guy friends (that are obviously his friends now) and we fast forward to the last couple of months... He heard months prior to the actual layoff that he would be getting laid off... well what does lazy ass do... oh he just keeps going to work, but doesn't start looking for another job... then he acts all fucking surprised when he does get laid off... And now he's suicidal... OH GEEZ... He's 23 and unemployed... and he's only got rent and car insurance to worry about... you would think since he has like NO bills... and JUST GOT his income tax back he's got lots of moola stashed, right... since he KNEW this was coming... yea... NOT SO MUCH... dumb fucking jerk is totally broke... and all the guys that live with him are sick of his compulsive lying and compulsive drinking... so he starts texting/calling me a lot more telling me about his horrible life, and how everyone he lives with DOESNT UNDERSTAND and are being assholes... and I should have known better... but no... he put the bait out there... and you better bet my dumb ass bit... bit the fucking bait to shreads.
We go out for drinks (oh yea, and I paid both tabs) I don't know, like 3-4 weeks ago.. not even. He tells me that the past weekend he had a lot of time to think... and he just kept thinking about us... and how he's done lying and done with the bullshit... and he seriously... 110% wants me back.. He loves me for so many reasons... especially for not shutting him out when his life got horrible (you know the whole getting a DUI... oh yeah... forgot to mention that... and I bailed him out...!!, getting laid off, and being soooo broke), and I totally believe him... I thought wow... He's really growing up...
So the week after that I'm in Florida... on my first vacation ever with a couple of girlfriends, and there were sparatic texts sent between the 2 of us every once and awhile... then I get home and he wants to me go out to his sister and brother in laws house for mother's day... I'm like sure... First time I've seen them since b4 we broke up last Oct... but you gotta start somewhere, right... So I do... and we hang out for a bit... well he's going to the bar... with his brother in law's friend, and I was so tired, I was like I need to go home... So I go home, but the next day we hang out again... at the bar... and I totally paid... AGAIN... and then he stays the night... then 2 mornings later he comes over before work just to lay with me... Then I don't see him for awhile... and then later in the week I meet him and his whole damn family at his sister singing comp... where he proceeded to flirt with a bunch of other women right in front of my face... His cousin was like.."K's an idiot... we love you Lauren, you are par tof our family... even if you marry someone else... I want to see you more." Oh yea... did I mention I paid that night too?
So after all of this last weekend happens... He's up north working on some farm with a friend... and I hardly speak with him.. the Sun when he's home he texts me ans asks if I want to go out... I say sure... and HE'S BUYING... well long story short... he says he'll text me in an hour... he doesn't, so I do... nothing... then like 45 min later he's like you can come over now... I say ok... are you drunk... he said, no I'm not drunk, but if you don't wanna hang out it's cool, I'll stay home... to which my dumb ass says... Of course I wanna hang out, as long as you do... to which he replies with nothing... for an hour... NO RESPONSE... so I'm like you know what... I went off... TOld him he should get a medal for world's best bullshitter... and for still being in love with me and wanting me back he sure is doing a GREAT job of ignoring me... All I got back was "Smooches"... so my ranting texts... so I was pissed... told him he lost of of the FEW true friends he's got... then the next morning he called me a psycho via text (I don't care if you call me aa cunt, whore skank or bitch... but I hate being called psycho,. it's a family thing... you know?) So anyways... i called him from work on Monday and I straight out told him... the next time that his so called friends he lives with turn their back on him because he has no money and he calls me to pick him up... I WONT BE THERE... I really hope I've learned my lesson... I totally am pissed off he fooled me once again...
Please don't be too harsh... I know I'm an idiot... but we all learn from out mistakes. I am 99.5% positive my blog will be more frequent now... and I swear it will be about my escapades in dating... ;-)... I have one on Thursday... I'll keep you posted!!! |
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Posted by helen1282 on 2008-05-20 19:13:29 | Rating: | Views: 68
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You did the right thing. We all make mistakes and as long as we learn from them, then they are worth it. Don't be too hard on yourself.
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Posted by prelude2it
on 2008-05-21 14:05:59
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