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After rambling on about being selfish we did get away this weekend to our house away from the hussle and bussle of london urban life.Cant convey the utter relief I felt driving away towards the quiet easy living in the country.
I wish I had tales of long walks in the fields, or just sitting in the garden watching the squirrels . I would like to tell you how beautiful the early mornings are, but I cant all I did was sleep.I wish I could tell you we made love to the early hours of morn but I cant cos all I did was sleep. I slept on the drive there almost 2 hrs from london .This might be strange to others but I'm an insomniac sleeping is sometime others do.however, this weekend I can tell you all, I slept.
Just sleeping made me feel alive .
Back to the humdrum of living in london and today has been a dismal dreary day,I dont know quite what is happening but I dont feel well ,exhausted at being ill is what I am.tomorrow I'm off to the doctors and quite frankly if i'm not brought to the doctor I honestly wouldnt go, if I didnt have the girls I could just give up.
I know that many of you have suffered tell me how you get through these bad patches, even though I've been ill for years this is the first time i feel as though I might not see them all grow up, i feel so scared and I cant tell my family as they are so used to me being strong.Whats wrong with me???
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Posted by helen123 on 2007-10-22 15:41:03 | Rating: | Views: 83
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I'm glad you got your mini holiday to the country. Don't feel bad about sleeping through most of it. That's how our bodies heal themselves. Apparently you were happy and content just to be out of the city enough that you were able to relax.
For me , I'm just not a city person. I don't get pleasure from living in town like some. Country spaces are what benefit me most even if I don't go out and enjoy it all the time. Perhaps the crowded city, the chemicals output from all the cars and all the noise is affecting you.
For me photography has given me the outlet I need. You'd be surprised how different the world looks through a camera lens. How beautiful things can be ( even creepy little bugs ! )
Just take it one moment in time, one thing at a time, don't worry about the little things. Everything has a way of sorting themselves out. *HUGS*
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Posted by Jaded_Rose
on 2007-10-23 10:48:03
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just hugs you
take care sweetheart
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Posted by kentlass
on 2007-11-21 11:13:02
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