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I dread the night.
It is in my believe the goddess is represented as the moon,
and she shines every night…and yet I feel no comfort from it. It is not that I
do no believe in her, it is simply that she does not comfort my soul at night. She shines down, empty. For that is how I am feeling…
Is there ever a way for someone to simply
sit, and hold…not speaking…not expecting to be spoken to…not expected to be
entertained, not expected to do anything but sit…and hold. I had found one…atleast
I thought I had found one. I felt as if what we did, did not matter…as long as
we did nothing together…it was alright…but I could have been wrong…it was so
terribly long ago…and the moon, somehow reminds me of her…perhaps that is why it
is so empty – for she looks to me and sees nothing. It has been more then 2 long
years…and here I am...knowing that I am feeling this uniquely…no one in the
world is truly returning to me this feeling… How I dread the night.
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Posted by heizo on 2007-11-20 22:24:23 | Rating: | Views: 73
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I am so sorry for the emptiness you feel.
There is no advice that I could give you that would make the pain go away.
So I will not even try.
Maybe just some comfort in knowing that someone truly cares.
I care.
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Posted by DifficultSoul
on 2007-11-20 23:42:33
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night times can be the worst, they drag so and makes time seem neverending.
DS is correct, people do care - hug
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Posted by kentlass
on 2007-11-21 17:01:43
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Somewhat reminds me of that song...don't remember the name but it kinda goes like this. "But no one ever tells you forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head"
Generally they arn't so bad...just for some reason my thoughts have been wondering to the past...and I can't seem to get over them completely. Thus is life I suspect. Thanks for your concerns guys :) It's nice to know someone is listening.
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Posted by heizo
on 2007-11-23 01:20:34
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I have been dying to listen to anything you have to say that comes from a personal standpoint in your life...for a very long time.
I loved your tech entries...but remember who has been nagging you to write...write...write.
Now you know why I wanted you to write from your soul.
I believe you are very gifted with wisdom.....Divine Wisdom.
I hope you know how much I care now.
I did not want to freak you out...so I took my time in letting you know about this pull I have toward your spirit.
Even in your pain...and how you deal with it..is fascinating to me.
Keep writing...I cannot tell you what your purpose in life is...but I believe that you are gifted in Wisdom.
Very strongly I believe this.
You are never alone friend.
We exist in the same existence.
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Posted by DifficultSoul
on 2007-11-24 04:14:17
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