| Gods Smile On Us |
|
An endless road awaits all of us. We are motorists with food as our fuel. We can go anywhere. I love driving, its so free as you venture through the road we call life. Its an interesting road, full of surprises and mysteries, flat tires and crashes, and every now and then youl hit a sweet deal on gas price. As all roads, the one called life has some big dips, and some skyrocketing hills. I can calculate 4 hills and 3 dips in my life. One Hill was childhood, where I was good in school without trying, I was in my own little world with not but a care - I was an outcast but that didn't seem to phase me. My first hill was when I realized no one really liked me...and then it started to settle that being the outcast and being by ones self all the time was not as fun as it had been. Your imagination only carries you so far. My next hill however was when I did manage to find friends, it was such good time. People who cared! The dip, came when I moved to america...and was hated for being canadian...People would go out of their way to make trouble, to treat me like shit even though I had never met them. It's cruel how people can be. My next up was when I Met my frist love in high school - her name was ashley...She meant the world to me...on a note if she was feeling sad Id drive home from college (2 1/2 hour drive) just to make her feel happy again. During high school we spent EVERY day together, and were never bored of it. The next dip as you may have guess was wen she left me...she told me she wanted to stay in toledo instead of moving in with me...she also said I was like a job...and required to much time. I thought she may have been cheating on me with one of her best friends...shes dating him right now. That was a dark time...one dip that lasted 3 years....But now, now I have reved my engine and am climbing high...ive known this girl for 5 years...ive always cared about her - but she lived in florida...it seemed she always knew what to say...and how to make me feel good...she liked my good traits...and my bad. We have been able to keep a steady conversation for about 4 years now...course we have gone our seperate ways...I'm not someone whose going to tie someone else down or myself when we live so far apart...but as the gods smile upon us, so does she as she has decided to go to college here...and has asked if she could room in my APT. Hopefully, Good things will come of this. I think This is quite a big hill.
|
|
|
Posted by heizo on 2008-04-26 00:16:26 | Rating: n/a | Views: 32
|