here's a poem i wrote quite awhile ago, i just thought i would post it.
so now- here’s the dilemma

So now- here’s the dilemma

I don’t know what to do

My life is going nowhere

Well fuck you all… I’m through.

So now- here’s the dilemma

I don’t know who to be

They say I’m this, should be like that

There’s nothing here but me.

So now- here’s the dilemma

Life is juts too rough

I’m sick of everyone, everybody

I think I’ve had enough.

So now- here’s the dilemma

Everyone is so unfair

Either ridiculing, or acting like

I’m just not even there.

So now- here’s the dilemma

I’m slowly dying inside

I’m disappearing forever

But where? Where will I hide?

So now- here’s the dilemma

I’ve finally got you

But sooner or later, all will change

I’m gonna lose you too.

So now- here’s the dilemma

Friends have turned their backs on me

Its more like a one way friendship

What happened? It used to be so easy.

And of course there’s always a dilemma

That part is surely true

That’s it. I’m gone. Show’s over.

That’s it. All done. I’m through.

XxEmehxX