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I totally feel like crying right now. I was so pumped about doing so well today, then someone I am very close to pretty much dragged me down. Making smart ass comments and acting like I am a snot orsomething. I mean I have never bragged about my grades before but I am proud of them! I worked really really hard to get my grades and now I feel like total shit. I know she is struggling and I have been trying my best to help her with EVERYTHING not just school. But she basicly blows me off, and is rude about everything. :( It makes me feel like I am a loser and worthless or something. I am proud of myself and I am sorry if I tell people I am proud or tell them my accomplishments, but I never had any big accomplishments before. I am actually staying in college and taking my finals and going everyday and studying my ass off. I know it is hard work. believe me I know. I believe if you put your mind to it you can do anything. If it not important in your own eyes then you will not succeed. You have to work very hard for what you want. Blah... I have a headache and needed to vent.
I feel like shit
Need a drink.....
oh yeah, my husband only said "well good, wait for your other test and see." No congrats, no way to go, not even an aweosme . it was more like a cold shoulder I demand perfection kind of thing.... *sigh* oh well... My good day is shot to hell........
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Posted by hazeleyes85 on 2009-09-23 22:18:55 | Rating: | Views: 25
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