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Where to begin...
so this is my first blog on here... how to begin, I really don't know. I recenlty went on a wonderful vacation to see family. I had the time of my life and honestly wished I could stay. I felt more at home there then I have felt anywhere else before. I had never been there before and yet it......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-16 01:06:06 | Rating:

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Challenges with loss...
As I am sitting here, listening to all my random music, and reading blogs like they are going out of style, I can't help but think of yesterdays..... My best friend writes blogs about her marriage and everything and I totally understand where she is coming from. She has been having a really......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-16 02:30:35 | Rating:

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Is love wrong?
So here I go again, I have only been on here since last night and already this is my 3rd blog. haha must need to vent. Anyways, about 4 years ago I met someone that I shouldn't have fallen for, with him being married and all, but it happened. We had a relationship, we lived together......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-16 16:33:49 | Rating:

| Views: 41 | Comments: 1 | Tags: life love marriage

We shall see what Happens
Well, I finally did it! Last night as I was lying in bed alone..yet again. I decided to write down all my feelings towards my husband, since he doesn't have the time of day to listen or take me seriously. I started by telling him that I am unhappy and I feel last in line to everyone and......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-19 09:33:58 | Rating:

| Views: 31 | Comments: 0 | Tags: courage marriage

Shit just keeps getting worse.....
Ok, I am beyond mad! My husband and I found out that yes he has a daughter. well last night he went to see her and when he came home he was all mad and upset and I asked what was wrong and he went off about his baby's mama. (haha sorry) Then he said he wanted to get custody just to piss her......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-22 13:18:31 | Rating:

| Views: 57 | Comments: 4 | Tags: marriage anger

The Safe side. Lyrics
So this song pretty much sums up my feelings about my life. All of a sudden the song poppede in my head and now it is stuck. so I fugured I would share it with you all. Enjoy. :) "The Safe Side" Chris Cagle Have you ever wondered what life would be like If you'd......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-23 08:55:12 | Rating:

| Views: 54 | Comments: 1 | Tags: Lyrics feelings life

Finally, some good news!!
Well, This could not have come at a better time! I just found out that I will be recieving Financial aid to go back to school. :) I am sooo excited! I can finally get out and do what I wanna do and feel better about myself! I am so happy right now. Finally a chance to change my life for the......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-24 14:48:57 | Rating:

| Views: 25 | Comments: 2 | Tags: Life Happy College

All my ducks are in a row... :)
Yay! So today I had my meeting with the college to discuss funds etc and I was approved for loans and everything so i am good with financial aid! I start July 20th!!! WooHoo!! oh my god I am so fucking excited! Yay!! Now I just need to get my car taken care of... hopefully trade it in... that......Read More