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I can't tell anyone I know...so I may aswell tell the entire internet: I am now in a relationship. I don';t quite know how I should be feeling, considering me and Jay's history. He's coming to mine after work, which is in two hours, I'm nervous more than anything else! Scared of not being pretty enough, thin enough, and fun enough. My friends and family tell em I'm gorgeous, and I could be a model if I'm taller. Sometimes, which is rarely, I agree with them and I feel beautiful, but most of the time I feel gross. I feel as if I'm lumping something around with me all the time, excess fat, tarry lungs and boffy hair.
Noone will ever know who I am on here, I will never post a picture, so you will never know yourself what I look like-count yourself lucky!
Now I'm going to go and research Uni's in the hope I might find the perfect course in the perfect place for a less than perfect person. |
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Posted by hayleyjohnson on 2008-07-16 09:26:39 | Rating: | Views: 18
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