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I remember her. Her name was Lacy. She was 4 years younger than I was.
I remember when i first met her at a dance in high school. Funny, I had her in a few of my classws my senior year and never even noticed her until that night. There was something about her. I asked her to dance and she said "yes."
We talked a lot that night and as the school year progressed we talked even more. I fell in love with her. I never told her that I did liked her because at the end of the school year I was leaving for Marine boot camp. We kept touch through boot camp, infantry school, and when I was stationed in California. I called her one day just to see how she was doing, and she confessed to me that she had fallen madly in love with me but was scared to tell me cause I was so far away and we would not be able to share a relationship together.
I came home on leave a few months after that phone call. We started a relationship. Little did I know that it would be one of the hardest relationships that I would ever try. We talked nightly and send cards a letters to one another. Everytime I came home on leave, we were together, you could not seperate us.
Finally, the end of her senior year came and she was going to be heading off to college and I was going to be heading overseas for 6 months. She called me one night, crying. She told me that our lives were about to be going in 2 different directions and that what we had would not work. I argued back and told her that we had been doing this for 3 years now and that it would be no different than what had gone on before.
She ended the relationship that night. We still talked a few times when I was over seas and she would send me e-mails telling me how she was doing and who she was dating and all that crap. Basically things that I didn't want to hear.
I haven't seen Lacy since one week before she ended our relationship. It's been 10 years now. I still think about her everyday. I have heard that she has a couple of kids and lives around Indianapolis. I would like to talk to her and just ask her somethings. Her and I are 2 different people now and I know that there would be no relationship. But still..... I wonder "what if."
So thank you, JesusGod, for making me relive that horrible experience of our break up in my head all over again.
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Posted by hater22 on 2008-04-06 17:27:05 | Rating: | Views: 41
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Sometimes first love is so pure, but sometimes we romanticize it in our minds...either way, first loves rarely stand the test of time, as when, looking back, you realize it may not have been "love" after all, but infatuation, lust, whatever. That doesn't make it hurt any less though, does it!
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Posted by Rajah1116
on 2008-08-06 12:28:17
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