I am a man
I was a boy
I will become and elder
I shall live
I could laugh
I would weep
I see you
 I really do

I am a teenager, To put it plainly.
I am a boy crossing over into becoming a man, and I love it.
I've always heard people saying "Hey, live your childhood, cos' grownup life is tough"
I can relate to that, offcorse it's tough and I have throughout my entire life enjoyed nothing else. I simply love life, wow it really is great isn't it? To be able to just walk down a path where you can't predict which way the roads will turn. Sorry, I seem to have lost my place in this post, and now I'm just writing to write. Isn't it lovely.
Anything that is easy is not amusing. Think about it, you have learned to talk, walk, sit and laugh. Some of the things came quite naturally, and rather easy, but is it simple to develop a great sense of humor. Is it relatively easy to become comfortable with yourself and have the selfasteem you deserve. I won't lie and say " hell yeah you shithead those things are what I am! I'm born with that shit you inbread redneck" (no offense)
This is nothing I would ever say, and why? Not because I care what you think of me, a total stranger (read random-emails) It's because it would be so easy to say, to make you totally mad and hate me for the rest of your miserable and carefree life. The hard part would be for me to get you off this suject right after you read it.
Are you happy?
Are you happy being you? being whatever you are wherever you live. For me the answer is simple. Hell to the fucked up yeah. All anything has ever taken is will, riding a bike, loosing weight, climbing mountains. none of these things were easy, but do you look back at them and say, Yeah I did that. I do
I don't want to understand why people are so miserable with themselves, especially why girls feel the need to "enhance" themselves through carefully designed make-up. My dream girl is a woman with self asteem, so much that she doesn't question anything she does, and is willing to do anything to achieve everything.
There are many ways to enterpret this, is it wrong or right I won't say.
Will is all it takes






(Ronald of Saghnh Sherlikhe)