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I AM FEELIN SORT OF WEIRD. I FEEL LIKE MY MOM IS GOIN TO DIE SOON AND I AM WEIRDED THE F OUT!!!!!!!!! AND I KNOW THIS SOUNDS BAD BUT CAN ANY OF YA'LL
GIVE ME ADVICE!!!!!!!! BECAUSE IF SHE DIES I WILL DIE NOT LITERALLY BUT IT'S LIKE MY HEART WILL DIE IAM 2 SENSATIVE ANT I |
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Posted by hannah6 on 2008-03-15 00:28:40 | Rating: | Views: 58
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that is a depressing post...
buy beer, open, drink whole can..
repeat
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Posted by Nutshell
on 2008-03-15 00:31:27
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Insecurity. My mother is 88 and quite possibly this is her last year. She has bladder cancer from years of smoking. She finally quit three years ago; can't drink tea anymore because it makes her want to smoke. I think quitting the tea drinking was what brought the cancer on. lol. My mother has had a long life and still we're not ready to let her go. This is a tough one because your mother is a sort of life line. She can make the world safe and better sometimes just being in the same room. It's like being in the womb only next to it. My mother can be a real bitch without even realizing it at times; never good at censoring her thoughts. But stil... she's mine. This summer I had to let my kids go to live with their father because I can't afford to support them properly. Being a mother and losing your kids (I know, I know, they're not gone - yes they are: I can't watch them sleep (they're teenagers they never sleep) and can't be there when boyfriends break their hearts, etc.. So, here I am I've lost my kids in a way and on my way to losing my mother. And yet... I realized a while ago that nothing stays the same. You can hold on as tight as you like, but nothing lasts. And so what to do. Moments. Just moments. Watching my mother fold laundry now is a pleasure. It brings back memories of being little. Instead of fearing losing her, treasure the times you have. You could be the one to die before her - God forbid, bit it's true. Live. Relish the funny things she says, the kisses she's given. Love her more. Relax. Nothing stays the same and you can only take one day at a time. Breathe and love her. Simple really.
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Posted by sarahsjewel
on 2008-03-15 01:06:59
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I get those types of feelings a lot. Like, I'll just have this gut feeling that I'm going to die soon, or one of my friends will, or maybe one of my parents. I am sorry to say I don't know WHY these feelings happen. Maybe we just care about these people so much and we don't want to lose them, so we conjure up these feelings. I think it's a bit normal, because I've heard of some other people who get those feelings. I had a very strong wave of them a while back. I am happy to say though that my family and friends are still alive now though, so I think it's all in our heads.
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Posted by x_sharpies_x
on 2008-03-15 19:41:11
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