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gosh another day of life, another day of my life. I've come to the conclusion, after these last few days, that my life kind of sucks right now. My life was actually kind of calm today, somehow! My life is crazy and hectic, whose isn't? but somehow I feel as if i'm the only one. I feel as if I'm the only one that does everything around the house; cleaning, washing clothes. It's not that I mind.... and I do it because my dad is working and my mom recently started a part time job, that still seems like she's gone all the time. On top of all that I still have school, after everything I'm exhausted. When I'm not at home doing this or that, I'm playing golf or going bowling. Now that my mom has started this new job...my life has kind of sped up. I've had to learn to push myself into being more active just so I can keep up with everything...LOL it's actually quite funny! Now we can jump to something a little different, me well I currently don't have a boyfriend. Which is a whole different story. You see I'm not the type of girl that flirts or falls in love with every cute guy that walks into the room. In fact i've never dated. I've never felt the need. Right now though I feel lost. I mean I'm not gonna run out and find someone because I feel the need to have a boyfriend. I just keep praying though that maybe soon God will bring me someone. I don't want to seem selfish, but I feel alone and would just like to know there is someone out there who cares about me.

Caitlin C.