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| It's tough to be able to stay sane... |
Everyday there is bound to be something that my dad will find something to argue about... and then he finally did one at me, which pisses me off and right at the moment I told him that he was wrong and he wasn't clear about his instructions. What did he do? Asking me to let him out of my car and he walk all the way home - and so I let him do it.
It all started with something that is petty. He ask me to help him post a letter for him and so I said alright I will do it. But he needed to take my mum to their bank to withdraw a deposit that has been long not used and the bank wanted some acknowledgement of the owner. He had an arguement with my sister and so I wasn't involve. While I was at the post office, I was 1/2 way through my queue when suddendly I received an SMS saying return to his office while I finished my breakfast. But already the queue was so long and I just have to finish doing this letter and by the time it's done, it's been way past my breakfast time. So hungry I return to his office and then he got into the car and I drove. Just nearly home and he ask me have I posted the letter and I said yes. The next thing he does was raise his voice and shouted at me and said "I told you to eat first and then return to the office!" I was surprise by his reply and I said to him your SMS wasn't clear that you told me to go eat first. The next thing he does was pissing me off saying I don't follow his instructions and then he bring old wounds out.
I drove in furious state and he notice I was driving faster than usual... which, is not faster because my usual is that speed while with him, I can't drive my usual speed and has to be below 20 kilometers per hour at least. He noticed that and he said I was bringing my anger to my car. Right at that moment he said one wrong word and with that I just blow off my top and the first thing he did was telling me to let him out of my car. The first thing that got through my mind was should I - naturally... I did.
He just took off the seatbelt recklessly, hitting my passenger window and walk off himself to the house. Luckily, it was only just about a few minutes walk.
He can be so unreasonable... and he can be so whimsical and petty and make tose things so huge a problem that it causes unhappiness to everyone.
I look at myself and realize... I wasn't like I was before - stay quiet and let him take advantage of the whole situation. Now... I stood up for my rights... and I know I did not do wrong. I can't allow this to happen again... or this will keep going and will affect the future badly...
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Posted by hairyLGS on 2008-11-10 22:54:32 | Rating: | Views: 48
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