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So, what is it? Like day 14 of this new year and I have already slipped up! Dropped Cody off at the bus stop and on the way back home, pulled right into the drive thru at McD's ordered my stupid Sausage and egg biscuit, this McD's tea sucks so of course I had to have a large coke to wash down my grease pile! Couldn't order a cup of fruit and an OJ...noooo had to have the greasiest, worst thing on the menu. I get so very pissed at myself for this kind of stuff. It always makes me feel so weak. But, of course, I am or I wouldn't be in the shape I'm in now to begin with. I have been doing so well lately. Cooking good meals, making the appropriate food choices, laying off the soft drinks, hitting the gym. Then BAM! I'm sitting in a drive thru ordering a heart attack to go. All right before I am supposed to go sit in the surgery waiting room while my step dad has heart surgery. Okay, so I guess one slip up doesn't ruin the overall good I have been doing, but it really disappoints me. And sometimes I can live with it when I disappoint others, but when I let myself down....well, I tend to beat myself up way more. And once all this crap settles, I will go inflict pain on myself at the gym. Or worse, I'll go take a nap and say screw it and the whole day. But, no, not today. Today I vow to redeem my rotten breakfast choices with a healthy lunch and dinner and a regular workout. Maybe an extra walk thrown in for good measure! Okay, I feel better now. Thanks for listening. mh
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Posted by gtownmom on 2008-01-14 07:39:00 | Rating: | Views: 52
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You crack me up,but at the same time I find myself relating to much of what you say. I wish I had 1/2 the strength you seem to have.
Hope everything went well with your step fathers surgery.
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Posted by just_dooped
on 2008-01-14 13:40:26
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