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For a year or so I studied the ancient art of Tarot reading. In the beginning the Tarot cards and their images were fascinating but I slowly discovered I did not believe in their divining powers. In addition my efforts soon revealed that if the Tarot reader does not have complete faith in the art there is no point continuing. It was repeated in the many books I poured over, the cards would not work for the unbeliever. I found what the books said was true.
Somewhere in my house a small box of Tarot cards is tucked away in a safe place. I no longer remember the location of that safe place. I no longer remember the card spreads or what they mean. I no longer have the curiosity or the interest in Tarot. What I do remember is the image represented on the Five of Cups card which ever haunts me with its lesson.
It is co-incidental I notice, five is also my number in numerology another alternative ancient system; another belief system that I consider playful at best. I mention this because it is as I write this that I become cognizant of this co-incidence for the first time. Co-incidences are lovely magical happenings meaning relatively nothing to anyone else but the person that is discovering their own personal co-incidence. I love them, they make me giggle.
There are four suits in the Tarot, each symbolizes an aspect of life. The suit of Cups signifies feeling. The Five of Cups shows an image of a person shrouded in black, hunched, a sad feeling of regret, looking upon three spilled overturned cups while behind him two upright full goblets go undetected. Of all the cards in the Tarot deck this card spoke to me. It taught me obsessing with regret will cause blindness to what is good in life. It whispered lessons about gratitude and warnings of taking things for granted.
When life struck me from behind a couple of times, this card came and comforted me. It’s image would give me strength through the practice of gratitude. When my life was threatened on a couple of occasions, it is this card that whispered suggestions which helped me deal with the challenges a death threat poised, ready to strike, presents.
It is a simple philosophy, a no brainer really. But one which is forgotten when we become desensitized to the good around us. Ingratitude sneaks up on a person ambushing their good will as comparison seduces them into constant desire. It begins with the thought, "Not good enough" and snowballs down hill from there. Before long all that is present are complaints and comparisons resulting in the chilling creep of misery. A misery that is chased by more desires. The rat on the wheel, spinning endlessly, whizzing into numb.
Getting off the wheel is not easy, it takes time to reverse the whirring speed of the wheel's momentum. It is difficult because adopting a new habit, a daily habit, somewhat like taking your daily vitamins is tedious. However the antidote to misery is adopting the 'habit' of gratitude, a safe and legal amphetamine for the soul.
Upon rising every day and sleeping for the night, instead of running through all the things you don’t have, all the problems posing anxiety, all the horror on earth, all the negative issues around you, all the people who have angered, harmed, disrespected, hated and ridiculed you, dare to search for something different.
You brush your teeth, wash your face, nourish yourself, exercise, improve your mind why not feed your soul? Why not develop the habit of gratitude? Why not remind yourself on a daily basis what works in your life? Why not list the good things?
Upon rising why not remember that without a hot shower life would be more difficult and be grateful for this very good thing? Why not relish in the warmth of the water which is as close as a flip of a switch? Why not savour for an extra minute the sensations of warm water as it caresses your skin? Why not be grateful for this joy?
Upon retiring at night why not remember that you will sleep safely? Why not remember that sleeping without worry is not had by all? Why not remember that the bed you drop into at night is particularly deliciously comfortable? Why not be grateful for this joy?
Whatever your situation, even if you aren't privy to hot and warm showers or a sensually scrumptious bed there is good in your life. It's a cinch to find what's missing, it takes awareness to find what's already here.
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Posted by greunie on 2009-11-03 23:12:18 | Rating: | Views: 179
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