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22/01/2008 1:07:58 AM Rob ] gabriela k well steph dosnt know about the new years incident
22/01/2008 1:08:08 AM gabriela Rob ] yeah
22/01/2008 1:08:12 AM Rob ] gabriela yah
22/01/2008 1:08:19 AM Rob ] gabriela I should tell her
22/01/2008 1:08:23 AM Rob ] gabriela I think
22/01/2008 1:08:31 AM Rob ] gabriela im doing the same thing she did to me
22/01/2008 1:08:42 AM Rob ] gabriela and I wqnted to kill someone when I found out finally
22/01/2008 1:08:52 AM Rob ] gabriela and im going agianst exactly what I said I wouldnt do
22/01/2008 1:09:01 AM Rob ] gabriela and I already did it once now im doing it again
22/01/2008 1:09:21 AM gabriela Rob ] you did it once?
22/01/2008 1:09:41 AM Rob ] gabriela yah
22/01/2008 1:09:48 AM gabriela Rob ] with who
22/01/2008 1:09:56 AM Rob ] gabriela no
22/01/2008 1:10:07 AM Rob ] gabriela I already gone against what I told myself I wouldnt do already
22/01/2008 1:10:12 AM gabriela Rob ] yeah
22/01/2008 1:10:36 AM Rob ] gabriela I told myself on new years I wouldnt eceip you
22/01/2008 1:10:53 AM gabriela Rob ] wouldnt what me
22/01/2008 1:10:55 AM gabriela Rob ] ohhh
22/01/2008 1:11:00 AM gabriela Rob ] peice
22/01/2008 1:11:26 AM gabriela Rob ] love hearing i'm peice
22/01/2008 1:11:30 AM Rob ] gabriela lol
22/01/2008 1:11:34 AM Rob ] gabriela im piece too
22/01/2008 1:11:36 AM Rob ] gabriela so its all good
22/01/2008 1:12:36 AM gabriela Rob ] doesn';t matter, rob tell her i don;t even care anymore she's gonna hateme for life and we're not gonna talk anymore and no matter what i say or how i try to explain myself to her she's only going to believe anything you say and really you could make me look like a complete asshole to your advantage
22/01/2008 1:12:54 AM Rob ] gabriela see
22/01/2008 1:13:00 AM gabriela Rob ] see what
22/01/2008 1:13:02 AM Rob ] gabriela this is my inner tension
22/01/2008 1:13:12 AM Rob ] gabriela what I do effects 2 other people
22/01/2008 1:13:27 AM Rob ] gabriela n I care about both so its not cool
22/01/2008 1:13:40 AM Rob ] gabriela the middle ground I stay in is the worst and best place oo
22/01/2008 1:13:46 AM Rob ] gabriela too
22/01/2008 1:14:00 AM gabriela Rob ] well i mean you care about one more so whats the difference
22/01/2008 1:14:29 AM Rob ] gabriela I never said that and tats not the point
22/01/2008 1:14:35 AM Rob ] gabriela if I didnt care about one it would be easy
22/01/2008 1:15:06 AM gabriela Rob ] well its clearly killing you more then it is me
22/01/2008 1:15:17 AM Rob ] gabriela I know
22/01/2008 1:15:29 AM Rob ] gabriela your not directly effected until I do someting
22/01/2008 1:15:56 AM Rob ] gabriela but I donno
22/01/2008 1:16:07 AM Rob ] gabriela this is gay
22/01/2008 1:16:28 AM Rob ] gabriela id say new years was a mistake but it was a build up of a long time in my mind
22/01/2008 1:16:41 AM gabriela Rob ] a build up?
22/01/2008 1:17:02 AM Rob ] gabriela you dont know what I mean
22/01/2008 1:17:09 AM gabriela Rob ] no
22/01/2008 1:17:21 AM Rob ] gabriela it dont matter ten
22/01/2008 1:17:28 AM gabriela Rob ] what do you mean a build up
22/01/2008 1:18:02 AM Rob ] gabriela like
22/01/2008 1:18:39 AM Rob ] gabriela for what we had if it was anything at all someting like newyears would have happpend a long time ago if there wasnt oher things inthe way
22/01/2008 1:19:21 AM gabriela Rob ] i unno
22/01/2008 1:19:42 AM Rob ] gabriela you might not htink so but im sure it would ave
22/01/2008 1:19:58 AM gabriela Rob ] i just guess it wasn't supposed if you're regretting you know
22/01/2008 1:20:21 AM Rob ] gabriela im not regretting
22/01/2008 1:20:44 AM Rob ] gabriela but it probably shouldnt have happend, and now the reason why it didnt happen earlier is clear
22/01/2008 1:21:01 AM gabriela Rob ] which is
22/01/2008 1:22:14 AM Rob ] gabriela cause you knew I still cared about her
22/01/2008 1:22:16 AM Rob ] gabriela and so did I
22/01/2008 1:22:27 AM gabriela Rob ] yeah
22/01/2008 1:22:51 AM Rob ] gabriela but shit happens
22/01/2008 1:22:56 AM gabriela Rob ] mhm
22/01/2008 1:23:18 AM Rob ] gabriela I guess its not all that bad
22/01/2008 1:23:27 AM Rob ] gabriela I did finally prove myself right in that your a noob kisser
22/01/2008 1:23:43 AM gabriela Rob ] lol im not a noob kisser
22/01/2008 1:25:44 AM gabriela Rob ] i unno if you feel so shitty about it then maybe you should tell her it's just it's going to be a lot shittier for me then it will for you but i guess i deserve it
22/01/2008 1:26:55 AM Rob ] gabriela well
22/01/2008 1:27:07 AM Rob ] gabriela when I end up telling her, if I ever do il give you a heads up lol
22/01/2008 1:27:13 AM Rob ] gabriela so you can brace yourself
22/01/2008 1:27:44 AM gabriela Rob ] i just think it's stupid that i'm gonna get the shit end of the stick
22/01/2008 1:28:05 AM gabriela Rob ] and it's not like she'll only hate me half the grade 12 girls wil
22/01/2008 1:28:29 AM Rob ] gabriela were inthe same boat
22/01/2008 1:28:34 AM gabriela Rob ] no we're not
22/01/2008 1:28:35 AM gabriela Rob ] at all
22/01/2008 1:28:36 AM Rob ] gabriela and stpehs getting the shit end of the stick if you ask me
22/01/2008 1:28:43 AM Rob ] gabriela those girls already hate me, this will just add to it
22/01/2008 1:28:57 AM gabriela Rob ] no it's totally different
22/01/2008 1:29:08 AM Rob ] gabriela how is it different
22/01/2008 1:29:12 AM gabriela Rob ] it just is
22/01/2008 1:29:13 AM Rob ] gabriela cause your a girl?
22/01/2008 1:29:15 AM gabriela Rob ] yeah
22/01/2008 1:29:18 AM Rob ] gabriela lol
22/01/2008 1:29:50 AM Rob ] gabriela its lose-lose-lose
22/01/2008 1:30:02 AM Rob ] gabriela nobody won from it
22/01/2008 1:30:13 AM gabriela Rob ] she loses but she's wins as long as she wants
22/01/2008 1:30:36 AM Rob ] gabriela how
22/01/2008 1:31:46 AM gabriela Rob ] because she won't sit there and be like okay i did someting shitty to you and now you did something shitty to me, so i shou;dn't be that mad.. she can socially murder me for the simple fact she has her hoe train behind her
22/01/2008 1:32:44 AM Rob ] gabriela lmao
22/01/2008 1:32:47 AM Rob ] gabriela socially murder
22/01/2008 1:32:50 AM gabriela Rob ] i'm serious
22/01/2008 1:32:52 AM Rob ] gabriela youv got to be kidding
22/01/2008 1:32:59 AM gabriela Rob ] girls are mean rob
22/01/2008 1:33:07 AM Rob ] gabriela ok
22/01/2008 1:33:12 AM gabriela Rob ] and she lost it on me because i text you
22/01/2008 1:33:21 AM Rob ] gabriela but your telling me your the kind of person that doesnt care about what others think of you
22/01/2008 1:33:51 AM gabriela Rob ] well when a good half your grade is against you and any party you walk into you get fucking starred down it kinda takes a tole
22/01/2008 1:33:57 AM gabriela Rob ] i had enough of it in grade 9
22/01/2008 1:34:15 AM Rob ] gabriela things blow over
22/01/2008 1:34:25 AM gabriela Rob ] i bet you she won't let them
22/01/2008 1:34:33 AM gabriela Rob ] and they def won't by formal
22/01/2008 1:34:55 AM Rob ] gabriela who cares
22/01/2008 1:35:00 AM Rob ] gabriela waht doese hoe train give you anyways
22/01/2008 1:35:17 AM gabriela Rob ] k rob whatever think what you want cause no matter what i can say you won't get it
22/01/2008 1:35:36 AM Rob ] gabriela well if you were so worried about your "social" status
22/01/2008 1:35:52 AM Rob ] gabriela than I dont know waht to tell you , your worrying over something stupid
22/01/2008 1:36:04 AM Rob ] gabriela get some dirty looks at a party
22/01/2008 1:36:09 AM Rob ] gabriela wake up the next day it dont matter
22/01/2008 1:36:15 AM Rob ] gabriela next week wont matter
22/01/2008 1:36:18 AM Rob ] gabriela next month wont matter
22/01/2008 1:36:23 AM gabriela Rob ] rob i on't be going to half those parties
22/01/2008 1:36:34 AM gabriela Rob ] considering it'sher friends throwing them
22/01/2008 1:36:51 AM Rob ] gabriela none of those girls have the balls to kick someone out
22/01/2008 1:37:08 AM Rob ] gabriela theyl just sit n bitch
22/01/2008 1:37:10 AM gabriela Rob ] well like really am i going to want to be there
22/01/2008 1:37:20 AM gabriela Rob ] cause they will sit there and bitch while i'm right infront of them
22/01/2008 1:37:42 AM gabriela Rob ] why, because those girls fucking love it
22/01/2008 1:37:53 AM Rob ] gabriela lol
22/01/2008 1:37:56 AM Rob ] gabriela there you go
22/01/2008 1:38:06 AM Rob ] gabriela who cares waht the chickenheads think
22/01/2008 1:38:15 AM gabriela Rob ] you say that because you're a GUY
22/01/2008 1:38:32 AM gabriela Rob ] rob, you could fuck another girl infront of steph and she would still stay with you
22/01/2008 1:39:28 AM Rob ] gabriela I know tis
22/01/2008 1:39:41 AM Rob ] gabriela and
22/01/2008 1:39:50 AM Rob ] gabriela if it makes you feel any better she wouldnt do anything to you while shes wit me
22/01/2008 1:40:08 AM gabriela Rob ] what can she do if she's with you or not
22/01/2008 1:40:10 AM gabriela Rob ] fight me?
22/01/2008 1:40:13 AM gabriela Rob ] okay awesome
22/01/2008 1:40:22 AM gabriela Rob ] it's not fighting i'm scared of
22/01/2008 1:41:21 AM gabriela Rob ] that's what i hate about girls a guy can do someting wrong and the girl that they did it with will get it 10 times worse
22/01/2008 1:41:26 AM gabriela Rob ] i don't understand why
22/01/2008 1:42:02 AM Rob ] gabriela maybe
22/01/2008 1:42:02 AM Rob ] gabriela girls have their own way of dealing with things
22/01/2008 1:42:02 AM Rob ] gabriela so do guys
22/01/2008 1:42:27 AM gabriela Rob ] when you heard about axel did you go bitch him our
22/01/2008 1:42:28 AM gabriela Rob ] out
22/01/2008 1:42:34 AM gabriela Rob ] or try to fight him
22/01/2008 1:42:47 AM Rob ] gabriela no
22/01/2008 1:42:49 AM gabriela Rob ] se
22/01/2008 1:42:51 AM Rob ] gabriela im not like that
22/01/2008 1:43:02 AM Rob ] gabriela why make a problem over a girl
22/01/2008 1:43:11 AM gabriela Rob ] well steph is ready to kill for you
22/01/2008 1:43:36 AM Rob ] gabriela cause girls make deciosnions with emotion
22/01/2008 1:44:10 AM gabriela Rob ] well it doesn't matter cause you're gonna get off with a smack on the wrist and i'll get owned in this situation in so many more ways then i should
22/01/2008 1:44:27 AM Rob ] gabriela lol
22/01/2008 1:44:34 AM Rob ] gabriela would you be happier if I got more ownd?
22/01/2008 1:44:34 AM Rob ] gabriela is that waht your saying
22/01/2008 1:45:16 AM gabriela Rob ] no i just know she won't understand the situaiton fully
22/01/2008 1:45:30 AM gabriela Rob ] and she's gonna write me this huge email or something and i'm gona be like ok i'm sorry
22/01/2008 1:45:37 AM Rob ] gabriela excuses dont change anything
22/01/2008 1:45:47 AM gabriela Rob ] why because i'm not even going to fight about cause its not fucking worth anything
22/01/2008 1:45:57 AM Rob ] gabriela then dont worry about it
22/01/2008 1:46:01 AM Rob ] gabriela some girl is guna be mad at you
22/01/2008 1:46:06 AM Rob ] gabriela you say you odnt care
22/01/2008 1:46:09 AM Rob ] gabriela so don then
22/01/2008 1:46:13 AM Rob ] gabriela unless you do
22/01/2008 1:47:06 AM gabriela Rob ] i feel bad but at the same time okay whatever you told me you didn't have a girlfriend and i was fucking retarded out of my face.. and to be honestly i barely remember how it even happened.. i remember we were talking downstairs and next thing i know we're in my bed
22/01/2008 1:47:48 AM gabriela Rob ] and i guess it as just shitty time cause i guess it was bound to happen sometime
22/01/2008 1:48:06 AM Rob ] gabriela exactly
22/01/2008 1:48:15 AM Rob ] gabriela at least I wasnt going out with her at the time
22/01/2008 1:48:22 AM Rob ] gabriela then she would have a real reason to be mad
22/01/2008 1:48:23 AM gabriela Rob ] "technically"
22/01/2008 1:48:49 AM gabriela Rob ] it's just technically i did nothing wrong, but morally not so much
22/01/2008 1:50:10 AM gabriela Rob ] and really it all depends how you're going to tell her
22/01/2008 1:50:19 AM gabriela Rob ] cause you could completely own me
22/01/2008 1:50:38 AM Rob ] gabriela waht did you say before
22/01/2008 1:50:41 AM Rob ] gabriela my msn fuckd up
22/01/2008 1:50:53 AM gabriela Rob ] Rob ] says: then she would have a real reason to be mad gabriela says: "technically" gabriela says: it's just technically i did nothing wrong, but morally not so much gabriela says: and really it all depends how you're going to tell her gabriela says: cause you could completely own me
22/01/2008 1:51:06 AM Rob ] gabriela ok
22/01/2008 1:51:19 AM Rob ] gabriela im not guna go tell her you took advantage of me
22/01/2008 1:51:24 AM gabriela Rob ] i didn't
22/01/2008 1:51:41 AM Rob ] gabriela I know
22/01/2008 1:51:52 AM Rob ] gabriela and she wouldnt bleieve me cause she knows I dont get sloppy like that
22/01/2008 1:52:05 AM gabriela Rob ] yeah well i clearly do
22/01/2008 1:52:17 AM Rob ] gabriela ....
22/01/2008 1:52:22 AM Rob ] gabriela are you saying I took advtange of you?
22/01/2008 1:52:25 AM gabriela Rob ] no
22/01/2008 1:52:28 AM gabriela Rob ] not at al
22/01/2008 1:52:33 AM gabriela Rob ] i just get ridiculously drunk
22/01/2008 1:52:48 AM gabriela Rob ] i honestly have no idea how it started
22/01/2008 1:52:58 AM gabriela Rob ] maybe you remember? cause i actually don't
22/01/2008 1:53:09 AM Rob ] gabriela I remember
22/01/2008 1:53:19 AM gabriela Rob ] care to tell me how
22/01/2008 1:53:30 AM Rob ] gabriela lol
22/01/2008 1:54:24 AM gabriela Rob ] actually no, i don't even think i want to know

a party just isn't a party without me to start it

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