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i am beyond lost for my own good, stuff is going to hell. my sister is a complete bitch, i think it may be to the point where i wish mike would go away for work or something so she has fucking no1. she's such a user, he comes back.. seee yuh everyone else. whatever. i'm nervous for applying to school, college here i come! and with rob i am completely lost.. maybe we're just supposed to be friends and nothing more cause he's not really putting up and effort to come hang with me. i haven't seen him in like 2 weeks and it's kinda bummed me out cause i mean i've been thinking of stuff and i don't think i'd mind being with him like what if something good could actually come of it? i just miss having someone i guess.. mike seems pretty good off with that slut. he's happy = i'm happy. jules is being weird ever since tat's phsyco episode, like i know i was being a bitch about taking her up but look i was fucking right!? i need to get outta highschool away from these doorknobs. i swear my body is giving out on me, all these stupid headaches, stomach pains.. there's something wrong. me and him were talking about trust and maybe i could actually trust him but i hate how i'm completely out of the loop about him and the ex. and steve is driving me nuts he's such a fucking idiot sometimes.. pitty party blah blah steve go fuck yourself and go away like you keep whining about how you wanna leave. like BYE! like i'm fucking jobless, and fat and i'm not even that great in school. what the fuck do i have going for myself? i lost my bestfriend of a sister to a fucking stranger like i hate life right now. blood is thicker then water, remember that. he fucking beat the shit outta you. i'm just dead mentally and physically.
descend.
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Posted by grempala on 2007-11-27 20:54:14 | Rating: | Views: 43
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