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| Sometimes I feel so alone.. |
(First blog: apologies it's a bit of a heavy start, sorry if it's laid out wrong or just not right)
I feel like I've somehow separated myself from the people I love and the rest of the world..and i don't know how i did it, and i don't know how to stop it and get back to being part of it
I went to my uncle's funeral yesterday and i still feel like he'll be back i don't see how he could go :(
I'm finding it so difficult to accept it i needed him to be okay
he gave me hope and had faith in me
he liked me for me
and now he's gone and i don't know if i can survive let alone stay positive about myself...
I'm really really trying.
One of my best friends called me a slut at a party another friend had and i cried i didn't make too much of a big deal about it although it's still upsetting me like a week later.
He went to Africa so i decided to not be mad at him before he was away..
i don't know what to do about it.. i don't know whether to get mad and yell 'cus i thought he knew me well enough to know how much that would hurt me... or i can just not talk to him but then i loose one of my best friends... or i can let it go which i know i can't 'cus I'm now so worried about it but I'm pretty sure I'm not a slut I've been with my current boyfriend for a year and 7 months and so I'm not ... or i don't know :(
i hate this so much
I'm not a slut i don't see why he said that
Why would they want to hurt me like that?!
It's got to get better it just has to
Gunna go text my boyfriend have a lovely chat hope it'll cheer me up
xx
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Posted by grayangel on 2009-06-27 20:14:03 | Rating: | Views: 61
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