yes, life could be worse, i havent been escorting. I am living normalcy.. or what normal college kids see.. 
but i am starting to notice how much i am annoyed with certain people. 
Lately i havent been able to keep up with anything, much less my school, i have been completely distracted...
by petty people around me and i allowed it to happen and i shouldnt be mad at any one but my selfless self.. 
Im ready to find new hope, get away.. from here,.. again i am so disappointed in the people around me in america.. why is everyone so fucked up? And why doesnt anyone really give a fuck about anyone? I see too many people that make me sick as fuck and i cant say shit because they make me look bad for it. Fuck them all. God im not sorry and yes it is a frustrating day..