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it was in my old blog... thought i should..

Try to save it in this one.. Since I deleted my myspace and had to save what he wrote..I didnt want to ever lose this.. it means far too much to me..
He wrote it to me before he died. About 6...

Posted by: goodlovebadlove on 2008-06-03 18:55:06
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blues eyes crying in the rain.. Explicit Content

yes.. he has blue eyes, and so deeply every day ive been watching them cry inside..
i dont know what it is about them.. the color is like a lime turqoiuse blue, XXXXX...

Posted by: goodlovebadlove on 2008-06-03 03:02:34
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so im sitting in my new boyfriends room right now Explicit Content

tucked away in the corner.. its earlier here on the west coast. Wow he looks so sweet. Like I could just eat him.
I think im falling in love... but then again i dont think i know what i am getting myse lf into... I just want love
you all know me by now.. you know what i...

Posted by: goodlovebadlove on 2008-06-01 16:34:30
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Sunny, yesterday my life was filled with rain. Explicit Content

why is that song stuck in my head? I don't know, maybe because I had sex last night and finally

Posted by: goodlovebadlove on 2008-05-14 18:14:18
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I finally cried. Explicit Content

I stayed up late last night to work on some stuff but couldn't. My mind was so overwhelmed with everyone else's problems... and since I n

Posted by: goodlovebadlove on 2008-05-13 17:20:58
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I wish I could somehow tell you everything. Explicit Content

I wish somehow I could just make it my own movie. To show you everything so that it would all make since. I show people I know in real life a f

Posted by: goodlovebadlove on 2008-05-12 01:40:48
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listening to some more patsy cline...

i got your class ring.. that proves you cared.. and it still looks the same.. as when you gave it dear.. the only thing different.. the only thing new.. ive got these little things.. shes got you..

Posted by: goodlovebadlove on 2008-05-09 20:26:52
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so its late.. and i have a paper i should be writi Explicit Content

but instead i am writing a blog...
i went to see an old friend tonight.. he used to be one of my clients.
i look up to him as a photographer.. but not for his XXXXX obsession.
it was n

Posted by: goodlovebadlove on 2008-05-09 05:28:42
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broken ropes

i took the pic on a walk up north and edited it a bit..

Posted by: goodlovebadlove on 2008-05-04 00:11:55
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here we go again... Explicit Content

letting out my emotions so that i can suck in more pain from the world.
its so cold and dark in my heart today. last night i playe

Posted by: goodlovebadlove on 2008-05-03 23:42:00
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the confusing anxiety makes my feet like they cant Explicit Content

yes, life could be worse, i havent been escorting. I am living normalcy.. or what normal college kids see..
but i am starting to notice how much i am annoyed with certain people.
Lately i

Posted by: goodlovebadlove on 2008-04-24 05:13:36
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something beautiful in unreal love... Explicit Content

Its like everyone called earlier, but found something better.
I think its because everyone resents me... sweet resentment.
But wh

Posted by: goodlovebadlove on 2008-03-31 00:35:00
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woke up next to...someone whose with someone else. Explicit Content

my heart breaks.. because i am not her. Why is it that no one is taking me seriously, or my love seriously? Please someone take my heart and pl

Posted by: goodlovebadlove on 2008-03-22 15:49:41
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Posted by: goodlovebadlove on 2008-03-19 05:21:07
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all backwards with this girl (me) Explicit Content

So far my emotions are all mixed.

I want to know how many people can honestly correct you in a day? Is everyone just a XXXXX know it all now or is

Posted by: goodlovebadlove on 2008-03-19 04:52:25
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im felling insecure about writing my blogs Explicit Content

Because I just broke the cardinal rule of secret blog writing- checking my blog on a friends computer. Oh well. I dont give a XXXXX.

My life in the past couple of days has been interesting. I found out how d

Posted by: goodlovebadlove on 2007-12-22 05:18:06
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hes spending so much money on me.. Explicit Content

but why do i feel so guilty? I need therapy. Im used to men completely using me and me barely getting nothing. hes just shelling it all away. XXXXX me, XXXXX life, why do i hate myself for him helping me? I am in love with

Posted by: goodlovebadlove on 2007-12-20 01:03:42
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ive been busy...

I am staring at the mess of my destruction from the past week in my living room. Some how my school was paid for, My dui was paid for, I saw my boyfriend one last time before New Years, and I had a foursome (not with the bf, i wish). The demands of my new sugardaddy are starting to haunt me....

Posted by: goodlovebadlove on 2007-12-18 03:42:58
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Im using tungsten lighting this time Explicit Content

And my computers fan is roaring because my comforter is making it so hot. Im just far too stoned to move it off of my lap and to the other side of the room. But I am not too stoned to go downstairs and get another drumst

Posted by: goodlovebadlove on 2007-12-11 00:32:35
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unloading my thoughts about what you should know Explicit Content

so, i am sitting alone, in the dark, in my room.

Posted by: goodlovebadlove on 2007-12-09 22:37:04
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1. it was in my old blog... thought i should.. (2008-06-03 18:55:06)
2. blues eyes crying in the rain.. (2008-06-03 03:02:34) Explicit Content
3. so im sitting in my new boyfriends room right now (2008-06-01 16:34:30) Explicit Content
4. Sunny, yesterday my life was filled with rain. (2008-05-14 18:14:18) Explicit Content
5. I finally cried. (2008-05-13 17:20:58) Explicit Content
6. I wish I could somehow tell you everything. (2008-05-12 01:40:48) Explicit Content
7. listening to some more patsy cline... (2008-05-09 20:26:52)
8. so its late.. and i have a paper i should be writi (2008-05-09 05:28:42) Explicit Content
9. here we go again... (2008-05-03 23:42:00) Explicit Content
10. the confusing anxiety makes my feet like they cant (2008-04-24 05:13:36) Explicit Content

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