As you start to fade,
to die,
to sink into the depths of nothingness,
I ask you to come back,
if death is sought,
seek not your flesh,
but the life you live everyday,
be dead to yourself,
be dead to your friends,
but be alive in you,
dont die,
start anew,
leeches are many,
but friends are few,
please dont leave,
I know i love you :)

=) wow. always manage to cheer me up and sound beautiful at the same time. x

heyhey, im fine thanks for asking (:
i write somethings deep and dark to let it escape me so i dont feel it any longer.
i am okay, just not at all.

i know the numb feeling too. when nothing is anything. some days i feel too much, other days its nothing at all. hope your okay sweetie, judging by this you are okay just not at all as well. lol. keep well

xxxxxxxxxxx
leela