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Determined
Okay,, so i am only doing my second year of A levels.. [then im finished school forever!!] but i am absolutely 100% determined to work so hard this year.. the stupid glandular fever ruined my As's but i have to work very hard for my retakes- guess i will have to wait for the results on the......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-04 08:10:14 | Rating:

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Time can help..
There are times when everything feels like a struggle, a chore, the ache in your heart grows bigger and bigger as you are experiencing the absence of someone or something special in your life. Poof- they are gone without a warning. And it follows that you yearn for them back. The......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-04 10:31:42 | Rating:

| Views: 43 | Comments: 3 | Tags: depression live help moving on life growing up reality sad nice

LOSING WEIGHT
I'M SO SICK OF MY MUM TELLING ME HOW FAT I'M GETTING. i know i have gained weight. i know my stomach seems to be getting huger and huger.. but recently i've noticed that the weight is getting everywhere. my face is fatter, my thighs are awful. it was so bad being on holiday........Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-05 05:25:51 | Rating:

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I just... don't want to..
Thinking back to a conversation i had with the girls who used to be my best friends... we were saying what we liked and disliked about our appearance. The only nice thing they said about me was my hair. Anyone can change their hair... Apparantly my legs are 'alright' but B's were better........Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-06 07:55:53 | Rating:

| Views: 38 | Comments: 1 | Tags: sad lonely fat nice

Helpless
I hate feeling so helpless, so unable to do anything. My mind is spinning round and round- drumming into my head, buzzing, chaos. Falling. Falling with no bottom, that strange sinking feeling in your stomach. You have no idea where you are going to land, you don't feel like you have......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-14 14:54:56 | Rating:

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FAKENESS
FAKENESS. fake smiles. gritted teeth. orange tans. fake friends. fake personalities. changing around other people. social climbers. back stabbers. be yourself. what is the point in not being real? i just don't get it. If you don't like someone,......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-23 16:27:12 | Rating:

| Views: 19 | Comments: 1 | Tags: fakeness relationships nice

This is me.
I'm the girl that loves glitter, sparkles and diamontes. I'm the girl that looks really young for her age. I'm the girl who is naturally blonde, and although makes "blonde" comments- is smart and yes I know it. I'm the girl who seems to lose friends when they are taken over by......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-23 17:07:05 | Rating:

| Views: 38 | Comments: 6 | Tags: sad nice lonely.

TRUST
Trust. So so important. Yet so so unpredictable. Who can you really trust but yourself? How do you know that the person who means the most to you won't share your private thoughts, opinions, secrets, feelings with someone else. I have heard people say: if you tell one person you are......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-24 12:23:41 | Rating:

| Views: 28 | Comments: 2 | Tags: trust sad thoughts nice

I FEEL
Useless. Meaningless. I can't bring myself to look at the entry i wrote 'her' but i think that im probably just regurgitating what i wrote there in short. I can't seem to find something which gives me a purpose. Would my friends really miss me that much? time still moves on and......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-25 14:42:23 | Rating:

| Views: 40 | Comments: 4 | Tags: sad depressed depression down lonely alone nice

You
So much of you is in this. You now feel out of control. You have never felt this way about a person; never let yourself feel this way. And now you are in too deep. You have become dependent on him being there. You are stupid. You have stopped depending on people since year 9. Since those......Read More