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SO...
So... this is my first blog. I go through times of feeling up and down.. writing things when i'm feeling sad makes me feel so much better so this seems like the best thing to do! atm im not at school because i have glandular fever and anemia and they think i may have some thyroid......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-01 07:29:06 | Rating:

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GIRLS..
Why are girls so much more complex than guys? I go to a posh british boarding school and there are boys and girls boarding houses. The boys NEVER ever fight. ever. my boyfriend has had the same group of five best friends within his boarding house since he joined and he claims they have......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-01 08:20:48 | Rating:

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Her.
This is what i wrote last time i felt sad.. it seems quite melodramatic. it's not how i feel all the time it's how i felt at the time. looking back i appear pretty selfish because i know i am a lot more fortunate than many people but it's how i felt at the time. nice. As she......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-01 09:42:17 | Rating:

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I proved them wrong!
So... me and two of my friends were talking and i was wondering if it was possible to start a decent relationship without even knowing the person. They thought it wouldnt be possible 1) to get them interested enough for anything 2) to have a proper relationship. One lunch time at......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-01 12:36:49 | Rating:

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smoking
i only just found out that my nan has lung cancer my mum didn't tell me cos i was going through problems with my friends and i had AS exams coming up and as everyone knows i am a 'worryer'- i worry about everything. I AM SO ANGRY. why wouldn't they tell me? do i not have a right to know?? She......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-01 13:52:40 | Rating:

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The things i am going to change..
okay.. so now this school year has come to an end.. i have been thinking about some changes i want to make. i am writing it here and am going to see how i make progress.. they aren't big things. but little things which may make a difference to my life.. Firstly, i am going to try and......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-02 18:23:14 | Rating:

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Immature...?
So.. apparantly i'm immature..? And apparantly that is because my boyfriend is two months younger than me, and yours is 20?? well you've just turned 17. Wow.. i'm still 16. You can drive.. good for you. I was born in summer and you were born in winter. You speak in a baby voice......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-06 11:15:31 | Rating:

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When will it happen?
So the opportunity has been there.. and it didn't happen. because of me. he didn't mind. he says when i'm ready.. he says he loves me... i feel bad for him because i DO love him. i'm just scared i suppose. in case it doesn't happen again BECAUSE OF ME. what if i 'cant'.. hmm.......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-07 12:29:23 | Rating:

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i'm so so angry :(
I did a facebook thing saying it was gonna tell me my 'best friends' and it came up with two girls who used to be my best friend but really hurt me by turning against me in the list and my best friend, N, wasn't in the list and wrote a sarcastic comment about being upset.. and i wrote on......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-09 13:11:10 | Rating:

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i'm worried
oh gosh. the fact that i'm writing this makes me sad. i'm so worried that being three weeks apart from my boyfriend has lead me to fall out of love with him. this thought has only occured because of last night. the guy i've liked since before i got together with my boyfriend started......Read More