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What have I become?
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Why did I do this to myself.
Why have I let it get this far?
Why do I have sudden overwhelming feelings of sadness and guilt.
I deserve the pain.
I don’t deserve love,
I don’t deserve you.
What have I become?
What will I become…
Nice. ...Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-10 17:47:15 |
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ANXIOUS
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I don’t usually re-read my blogs. I re-read my blog ‘her’ and I still feel the same.
Fearful , that you now know me too well.
Worried , that you’ll be freaked out.
Nervous , that you’ll start to drift.......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-11 07:44:34 |
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HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY :)
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Just thinking about Wednesday night puts a smile on my face :)
Got out of school for the night!! yipppeeee.
R took me to see the All American Rejects in London and it was AMAZING.
They've been my favourite band for sooo long and I had such a nice night!!
He makes me happy.
I feel......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-17 13:34:38 |
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Hold on.
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Life has been breathed into me again
I feel like I have a purpose- although to someone else, it may seem so small.
I'm ridiculously egocentric I suppose, but I haven't felt happiness in so long..
He makes me feel elated, he treats me like a princess.
"Hold on if you feel......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-18 08:22:11 |
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How would you feel..?
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How would you feel, if you were invisible?
Concealed, transparent.
Hiding the essence of who you are deep inside- trying to be what others want you to be.
The more you bury the sadness, the more you can live normally.
The more you pretend to be fine, the less you will worry others.......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-20 08:45:55 |
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NUMB
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The scars are now fading, And so am I… Disappearing, vanishing. I’m not worth the pain anymore. I don’t want the pain. I don’t feel. I am. Numb . nice. x ...Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-20 14:56:15 |
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Love- more than a temporary mask?
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Every single emotion,
Every single thought,
Every single minute of
Every single day,
Not just your head, not just your heart.
Every single part of you.
Now that gap, that missing part, exists. Yet you’re still not complete.
But this will do for now.
This feeling......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-22 16:18:25 |
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20 things about meeee
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1) My name is Amber
2) My favourite thing is glitter
3) My diet is always going to start tomorrow
4) I am a virgin
5) My confidence seems to shrink every day and I am aware of it
6) I have had a boyfriend for 8 months
7) I never believed in love before him......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-23 15:14:50 |
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What we take for granted
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As I sit here, yet again, feeling sorry for myself and how crap I always seem to feel I am thinking about how much we actually do take for granted.
I, for one, although suffering from mild things- anemia, bad asthma, RLS, had glandular fever for ages etc etc, have a relatively good health......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-10-26 20:20:46 |
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