Disable Language Filter
We Carry Wounds
We all have them...wounds.
Not the one's visible on the outside....
Wounds to our heart.....to our souls....
They make us who we are......angry, determined, insecure, rebellious, let-downs....
We know who we are - Yes, You! - with the scar on the inside....
It's healed over now.....but still visible.
Just say the word and it reopens.....never fully mended.
It's in our minds, pushed way to the back but it's always there....

My mom opens my wounds all the time, but she doesn't even know.
She can't help it. She can be real selfish.
Where do you think my sister get's it from.
The two of them manipulated each other, and me.
They have scars too or they wouldn't do what they do.

I hope I can sheild my children from the scars of my sister's and mother's actions.
My children are quite naive to their doings.
I make excuses for these selfish adults.....to protect my kids.
My sister is self serving.
My mom....just selfish in different ways.
All I get is excuses. Doesn't they realize we've been through this for 40 years??
Excuses.....It's transparent -they're lies.
Excuses.....It's old, worn out, hurtful and sad.
Excuses.....It's  another wound.





Posted by girlzone on 2008-03-30 00:45:00 | Rating: | Views: 148


Comments


Posted by
anahera
on 2008-03-30 05:01:18
 
wows... I know exactly where you are coming from, i have such a hurtful/loving relationship with my mother, and she hurts me so often and doesnt realise it.. my only sister, is selfish, and never helps anyone, in anyway unless she gets something out of it...
You are right..in your own words..

Excuses.....It's transparent -they're lies.
Excuses.....It's old, worn out, hurtful and sad.
Excuses.....It's another wound.

these wounds break open so easily..
 
 

Posted by
Ellie2008
on 2008-03-30 08:46:26
 
I have a hard time with people hurting others and we think that they don't realize it...do we not tell them that they hurt us or do we want to believe they don't hurt us? I'm a mother and believe me, I know when I hurt my kids and I immediately set about to correct my actions or words...in my mind, only addictions can make people not realize that they hurt others...not sure if that's the case here, but I don't buy the not realizing part. You don't deserve to be hurt, period. Good luck
 
 


Add Comment




Navigation
Login | Sign Up


girlzone
Florida, United States

Latest Posts
1.  Laundry Machine Scavenger Hunt (2008-05-20 22:47:45)  
2.  Was it You?? (2008-05-05 23:42:06)  
3.  I've Seen Angels (2008-04-29 11:09:40)  
4.  The Sad Bloggin' Truth (2008-04-29 00:22:21)  
5.  I'm Becoming Clearer. (2008-04-23 22:47:06)  

Blog Categories
Nothing found

Blog Archive
1.  May 2008 (2)  
2.  April 2008 (3)  
3.  March 2008 (5)  

Comment Archive
1.  May 2008 (20)  
2.  April 2008 (13)  
3.  March 2008 (13)  


Author's Links
No Links Found

Quick Links
girlzone's Photos
girlzone's Podcasts
girlzone's Videos
girlzone's Surveys
Average Rating


 
 

page load time: 0.72683095932007