He's the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. He's gorgeous, he's flawless. There is not a single thing I would change about the way he looked. His big round eyes, his luscious lips and his pretty smile always send tingling sensation up and down my spine. He's the best looking guy I have ever seen.
Yes..I know, I'm putting this guy way up on a gold pedestal but the down side?
I have never felt this much insecurity in my whole life. When I'm with him, I feel ugly. I see all the pretty girls he's with and I look at myself in the mirror but only to find the ugly duck. I wonder what he sees in me, why did he choose me? did he even chose me or did I threw myself at him? Even if I did throw myself at him, why did he take me? There's a dozen of hotter girls that are drooling all over him.
I've always thought I 'm a pretty good looking girl, but after I spend more and more time with him, I constantly adore his face and his skin. And I left there just to think, compare to his, my look is just like an ant to a giant, a McDonald's $1 hamburger to a super deluxe burger at burgemeister.
This is not healthy, my self esteem has never been this low. I've lost confident, I've lost face, I've lost myself...