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The world is not a fun, loving and ice-cream eating playground. As I aged, I learn that the world is ruthless and cold, along with the people in it. All, if not most people, have been corrupted adn polluted with greed and self-satisfying conducts. The more people I encounter and the more events I experience, the higher I build my wall. I add every brick with every tear that I've dropped. My heart has turned as blue as a bruise and as cold as an ice.
So I sit there and I judge, I judge people and world for their wickedness. It only takes a moment for me to grasp that I have become one with what I 've always despised and condescended.
Once upon a time, I was a victim, but now I have learned to become the predator.
As I look at myself in the mirror, I no longer see that sweet and innocent girl with a happy rainbow above her head, but instead I see a dark reflection of what the world is in the pierced round eyes. I see just another "victim" falling to the expectation of human nature and behavior.
The thorn around my heart has grown strongly and beautifully that it puts scars on the life itself. Every spike is a two-eyed sword, wounding my heart and anything and anybody that comes near it.
I once thought that what doesnt kill you wil only makes you stronger, but now I've learned that what doesnt kill you will eventually merge into your mind, your body and your soul, and you will become IT.
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Posted by girlytiff on 2008-05-27 21:51:00 | Rating: | Views: 52
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