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My circle of annoying friends. Explicit Content
My friends are my family. I adore them and love them with every ounce of love in my body. I will not be the person I am today nor will I be where I am today if it wasn't for my friends. They have been there for me throug h tears, sweat and laughter. But lately, they all seem to turn against me...
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Posted by: girlytiff on 2008-06-23 22:34:47
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life sucks!
it's emo time. I'm not sure why but I've been really unhappy in the last several days. Everything is not right and my life is going downhill fast. I just want to do drugs and be happy for a couple hours. Here are the things that I'm not happy about:

1. I'm lonely AGAIN. I thought I...
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Posted by: girlytiff on 2008-06-23 22:06:14
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Alone..Again
so here I am..alone again!! About two months ago, I have two guys on my sides, and I was torn and confused. And I finally decided on the one that I want but now that one has just got up and leave me, leaving me all alone in the dark and cold.
I guess this isnt' so bad, if you've read my...
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Posted by: girlytiff on 2008-06-18 13:58:05
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confusion Explicit Content
I'm so confused..I dont know whether to keep on fighting or just back off. I like him, but I don't know if I like him enough to give him my all. I've done that way too many time, and each time I only end up laying in my own puddle of tears.
Sometimes I even wonder, do I like him or do I...
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Posted by: girlytiff on 2008-06-12 21:00:19
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I'm back to the old shithole
I find myself in the same shithole I was in exactly a year ago..WOW..! I'm falling for that guy again..the guy that I know is not worth my time or energy but yet I still gave him a chance and a benefit of the doubt.
I should've said good bye a long time ago..but I have no guts to say no. I...
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Posted by: girlytiff on 2008-06-10 01:04:19
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My frozen heart is waiting to be melted with that
The world is not  a fun, loving and ice-cream eating playground. As I aged, I learn that the world is ruthless and cold, along with the people in it. All, if not most people, have been corrupted adn polluted with greed and self-satisfying conducts. The more people I encounter and the more...
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Posted by: girlytiff on 2008-05-27 21:51:00
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Thank you for an unforgettable night
It's been months since we shared that night, the night that changed our relationship forever. We've crossed that line and I have no regret. That night only made our bond grew stronger and tighter.
I can feel and taste that night as if it was yesterday. I can still feel his body on...
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Posted by: girlytiff on 2008-05-22 19:04:48
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The Perfection
He's the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. He's gorgeous, he's flawless. There is not a single thing I would change about the way he looked. His big round eyes, his luscious lips and his pretty smile always send tingling sensation up and down my spine. He's the best looking guy I have ever...
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Posted by: girlytiff on 2008-04-29 01:39:19
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The World is so unfair
I know he's not the right one for me, deep inside I know I can't trust him. So I should be grateful that I found somebody else who seems to be more deserving of my love. But I'm so stubborn, I'm thinking with my heart instead of my head. I'm losing grip of the old one because the new one came...
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Posted by: girlytiff on 2008-04-27 13:01:18
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so all men are pigs Explicit Content
I just realized that men cannot be trusted. I'm sorry, I know I'm being really discriminating but I have seen and heard enough about how promiscuous and heartless men can be.
I know I can't speak for ALL the women in this world, but I can say that the majority of women are alot more...
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Posted by: girlytiff on 2008-04-04 23:37:31
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I'm made out of flesh so I want sex too Explicit Content
so it's been awhile since I'm getting any, and I'm not gonna lie, I'm starting to feel a little bit deprived of sex now. I was in a very bad mood today, which is rare because I just had my period last week, so the unstab
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Posted by: girlytiff on 2008-03-25 02:20:43
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Living in a bubble
Have you ever feel like you're in your own world. Everyone has his own comfort zone, his own circle of friends and so forth. But what if you becoming too comfortable and too happy with your comfort zone that you starting to see the outside world as alien world. I've been hanging out with my group...
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Posted by: girlytiff on 2008-03-21 22:49:17
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This is the last straw Explicit Content
I can't do this anymore, my heart has been crying and bleeding for too long. I like him a lot, I would've given him everything and anything. But an ungrateful bastard that he is, he just takes and takes until there's not
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Posted by: girlytiff on 2008-03-08 21:26:37
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I'm still in love
who am I kidding? I'm not over him at all. I'm still in love. I'm just fooling him, everyone around me and myself. I still think about him everyday and everynight. Why do I try to fight this feelings? maybe because deep down I know that It will never happened. We will never be together, it's...
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Posted by: girlytiff on 2008-03-01 01:11:24
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Eye opener
I used to live with some family members that are very conservative and reserve, so it's no suprise that I grew up under very tight confinement. In high school, I wasn't allowed to go have sleep over, couldn't go to parties, barely got to go to any of the school dances or football games, and they...
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Posted by: girlytiff on 2008-02-29 22:09:06
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I was born a fool
I'm trying to see how long I can go without calling him or seeing him. The truth is I miss him so much that I think about him everytime and all the time. But he probably hasnt thought about me once since the last time I saw him. Sometimes I wonder how did I get to be so obessesive and pathetic...
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Posted by: girlytiff on 2008-02-20 23:44:16
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I'm as torn as a old love letter
I miss him again, it's been almost a week since I last saw him. I feel so weak and lost. Everytime I decide to stop seeing him, I feel like I'm making the right decision, but that only last for a few days. It seems like every week I find more and more things that are wrong about him and I managed...
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Posted by: girlytiff on 2008-02-20 01:38:16
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wishes
twinkle twinkle in the sky, grant me my wishes and help me fast forward through this misery.
I wished all the pretty boys will look at me, so make me beautiful.
I wished he will notice me, so make me desirable
I wished I can hold him, so put me next to him
I wished he...
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Posted by: girlytiff on 2008-02-15 06:25:39
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The blind mouse
I'm as confused as a blind mouse inside a maze except that I'm not really blind, I just choose to try to find the way out with my eyes close. I don't know how to explain my feelings for him anymore, is it love? is it infatuation? is it obsession? Do I really want him? or do I just want him...
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Posted by: girlytiff on 2008-02-13 00:21:35
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nothing good last forever

everything in this world is temporarily: friendship, relationship, love, hate, pain, happiness, pretty much EVERYTHING. I'm not very close to my family, so instead I turned all my love to my friends. My friends are my everything. I have two handful of bestfriends, a few good friends and...

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Posted by: girlytiff on 2008-02-11 00:32:34
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1.  My circle of annoying friends. (2008-06-23 22:34:47) Explicit Content  
2.  life sucks! (2008-06-23 22:06:14)  
3.  Alone..Again (2008-06-18 13:58:05)  
4.  confusion (2008-06-12 21:00:19) Explicit Content  
5.  I'm back to the old shithole (2008-06-10 01:04:19)  
6.  My frozen heart is waiting to be melted with that (2008-05-27 21:51:00)  
7.  Thank you for an unforgettable night (2008-05-22 19:04:48)  
8.  The Perfection (2008-04-29 01:39:19)  
9.  The World is so unfair (2008-04-27 13:01:18)  
10.  so all men are pigs (2008-04-04 23:37:31) Explicit Content  

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