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What the hell is giong on...is the whole god damn world fucking after me...i cant stnad it anymore i fucking hate this world...and all the fucking stupid(not the smart kind caring people) people in it....i was on my way from murray to hoptown and someone fucking hit my truck and then ran the fuck off like a stupid coward...what stupid ass hole does that....it took me forever to get a car note in my name and finally when i did look what happened...fuck you .. you fucking coward.. i hope u get arrested cuz i am so pressing charges and i will sue you for ur fucking brand new truck...what the hell...really...
how is that you work so hard for something for years and it takes 5 seconds for some stupid retarded person that doesn't know how to stay on his side of the fucking road to trash all you had worked for...OMG...*SCREAMS*..."I HATE THIS FUCKING LIFE"....yes i know that i am very glad that me and my girls werent hurt and i don't wish pain or death on anyone including the other stupid fucking driver but god damn it....the side of my suv is so messed up that i can't even open the back passenger side door....
and on top of everything...my best friend happens to be male...is hooking up with another girl and he has not a clue about how i feel and tells me all this shit bout her...and how he is really into her...while he brags he hasn't got a clue im crying on the other end of the phone...and the only person in this world that is interested in me is a 38 year old man that works from home and lives with his mother!!!!!
im tired of doing all this shit alone....there isn't anything i wouldnt give to have someone to share my life with and just have someone to talk to...im alone in a town where i don't know anyone barely making enough to take care of me and my 2 girls...there dads kicked them to the curb like trash on wednesday...and they don't give a fuck if they are hungry or not...and then they carrying pictures in their fucking walllets and act like dad of the fucking year..i can't stand it anymore...i don't have family to support me...what pieces of shit for parents i have wouldn't even help me get the gas turned on in my place because it was getting cold....but they have enough money to help my poor poor pitiful sister with her morgage because her husband gambles all their money away then comes home and passes out from and druken stupper....while my girls and i were cold for 2 weeks till i got paid....my girls deserve to have the life i didn't ( i didn't deserve what i got but i dealt with it) but i wasn't a good girl...i was mean and mouthy and my girls take better care of me than i take care of them...they are so good...and so independent and loveable... they deserve a better chance to live a better life....
and you know what the little numbers you have to put in at the bottom suck bad for someone who is dyslexic
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Posted by genesis1693 on 2007-11-18 00:50:08 | Rating: | Views: 88
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Deep breath...
I dont want to lecture or sound cliched in the least but as you know things could have been so much worse. Even if your life at the moment seems to be nothing but black spiral heading fast towards hell, its not. Your not alone because you still, at the end of the day have those two girls. The other driver will eventually get whats comming and you need not concern yourself with it, as much as that may suck! Sounds like you have bigger problems than dealing with a driver you dont even know...I wish you the best of luck, really.
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Posted by Fragmented_Dream
on 2007-11-18 10:43:47
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i know your right and i am glad...but just to get all that out feels better than leaving it in...
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Posted by genesis1693
on 2007-11-18 19:23:13
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