Posted by
Traveler
on 2008-03-05 11:27:18 |
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welcome back :)
Sorry to hear about the hard times you have had... ((((((((((((((HUGZ)))))))))))
yes hopefully very soon, there will light ... we all go through this stuff.. like a rollercoaster.... in one way or another , everyone will go thru it....such is life...
When I finally get some light and a break... I wonder, hmm why did I go all depressed and upset ??? :P
I should try to be more patient next time.. and next time comes.. and I do the same thing.. hahahahahaa....
This time... I can easily fall into it again.... but i am trying not to... I am trying to FORCE myself to think positive... and its not easy...especailly with negative stuff so much around me... but I have to try...
I see in papers all teh time... photos of those who are caught in war zones... lost their houses, lost their loved ones.. lost their jobs.... many are sitting on the rubbles which used to be their homes.... many are in hospitals... and have lost so much....and are alone...
I try not to click it away, as I can click away a news station, because i want to see happy things on TV.... and not be reminded of the horrors that are happening to others...
I force myself to see... to listen...
it keeps things in perspective for me...
I dont know if any of this will help you.... I dont know how much has happened in your life..... i know its easy for me to SAY this.... but maybe it will help you... that is why i post it....
You are still ok my dear....
you have your loved ones...
you have a roof over your head...
you have food and shelter...
you have safety....
you have a computer and communication...
you can lock your door and feel safe...
yes you are smoking.. but that is still ok :)
its because of stress.... you did NOT fail.... your body needed it when you had to handle stress....this is a special circumstance... when things quiet down... you can go back to trying again,... because you know you CAN.. you have done it before and it worked for a while, until things got hard for you...
so its ok.. dont think of it as a failure.... NOT AT ALL... this is a temporary thing... dont over think it... sometimes we have to roll with the punches ?.. as they say....
You are still here...
you are still hopefull... and THAT is such an encouraging thing :)
(((((((((((HUGZ)))))))))))))
you are doing well baby... you are ok :)
pat pat pat :) |
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