sometimes when you look at me, i see the love that we once shared in your eyes again. and it makes me nervous. it reminds me of what we once where we were happy once, we were in love; and your eyes they sometimes look at me like that again. i fall in love with you all over again when it happeds. today you did it it again, you made me love just with your smile your eyes. i meant it when i said i wanted to kiss you. but those lips are not mine to touch again. i wont ever feel how soft they are, the way they taste. i didnt want to let you go. i hate the fact that everyone knows where you live, i loved those pics that you took, you look great very sexy the one in the boots.

 but when you look at me, you win me all over again, i become yours and yours alone all my troubles worries and fears dissapere when you look at me, i am lost in  your eyes and the wonder that they hold, i am lost in the magic that they have in them. babay i still love you that much will never change. i am ready and willing to give all this up and be by your side. but you dont want me anymore...

   when you look at me i am remind of what love is. you showed me what love is, but in a very hard way. you showed me that love means sacrafice it means give your self in all that it encompases. you taught me this by leaving my side and moving on. when you look at me i wonder if someone else is in those eyes. if you see me with them or another. you looked beautiful again today, i wish that you would say yes to having dinner with me for your birthday. but i guess you must have plans, the money is not important i just want to share that day with you.

 you know that when you look at me that way, you control me. i get nervous and fidget with what i have in hands. like my coffe cup. lol.

 when you look at me, i remember what it felt to be loved by you. i love you babe,

 take care,

daniel