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someone responded to one of my blogs by saying that once people break apart we see the ugliness inside them we see them as they are and wonder why we were with them. well in my case, i did see the faults from the very beginig. i knew that under that beauty thier could be hurt as well. but i still took the chances because i fell in love. i have not fallen out of love with her. i stil care about her very much i still wonder about her. hell right before i started typing this i was going to call her but choose not to and would rather write. calling her means wondering how she is, wondering if she has seen him. although i am getting used to the idea that i will never see her again it still pains me to know that he will be the last person to hold her to kiss her goodbye. i wish it could be me but i dont think that i could let go.
some part of her heart still cares for me i think, i cant be so lost to her that she has forgotten all the things that we shared. i only hope not. i just hope that somewhere she can find what she is looking for, i dont think she even knows just what that is. what i do know is she has met someone good, someone strong enough to love her the way she needs to be loved. just remember the day he asks you to be his wife to not hesitate to be strong and proud and say yes i will. remember that. i know you will look beautiful in your dress. i still remember you in it. walking towards me, you glowed that day, you were like a star, and for a moment i touched heaven when i was with you, i felt alive and full. you gave me so much joy so much happines even in the end i have the memories that you gave me to keep me strong to keep me going on.
you leaving for mexico is coming soon, i only hope that i can see you one last time before you leave me again for ever?
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Posted by gatopanzo on 2007-12-04 13:51:57 | Rating: | Views: 114
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