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Its been about two months now since the divorce. I have gone thru alot of emotions in that time. From total and complete happines, to shattering loss. And now i find my self....at peace? I dont know. Its hard to describe how i feel. I know that you will not be coming back to me again. I know that you have moved on with your life, i am moving on with mine but not it the rush that you seem to be in. I hate to hear people say that you learn from the things that happen in our lifes. But i have come to understand not learn that, love is.....something that few people know what it really means. I will always love you. No matter where you are or who you are with, i will love you always. You never really understood just how much i needed you in my life. At times i think it was selfish of me to think that you could love me the way that i loved you. I dont think you ever really knew just what a big part of my life you became.
I am starting to fall back in on my self. focusing more on just who i am and why i am so broken. I've come to realize that i excpet too much of people around. We all make mistakes we all want more then what we can have, we just need to learn to live with what we have. I am starting to live with out you, its hard at times when i just need that little push that you would giv; that small boost that made me feel like i was on the shoulder of giants. I miss that. We were two diffrenet people. Althought we came from similar cultures, i always hoped we could bridge some of those gaps and join each other.
I dont wish you any harm nor do i hold any ill feelings towards you. You did what felt right for you at the moment. The guy that is now a part of your life i hope that he can understand who you are.
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Posted by gatopanzo on 2007-09-11 07:30:09 | Rating: | Views: 104
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Take this chance to figure out who you are. Set a standard for yourself to improve upon the person you discover within.
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Posted by mikesdaydreamer
on 2007-09-11 15:27:01
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