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tears dry on their own
this has been a very long weekend. i cant help but wonder where you are. you told me you where going for the church retreat, then it was work, then....i dont know. i miss you so. people have told me thats its time to move and get over you. but how can i when i still cry for you.......Read More

Posted on: 2007-09-02 23:11:29 | Rating:

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Our love was written on water
Its been about two months now since the divorce. I have gone thru alot of emotions in that time. From total and complete happines, to shattering loss. And now i find my self....at peace? I dont know. Its hard to describe how i feel. I know that you will not be coming back to me again. I......Read More

Posted on: 2007-09-11 07:30:09 | Rating:

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Shes always a woman to me
So what now? I am sitting at work thinking about you. The last few weeks have been.....gray? Its fuzzy thinking back to that time. I saw you drive by last night. It was late for you to be out at that hour. Prhaps coming home from you boyfriends? i dont know i didnt want to think about......Read More

Posted on: 2007-09-14 09:47:26 | Rating:

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3 am
I think of you and what may have been, what was, what is I sometimes feel your arms around me The smell of your hair, the taste of your skin, the warmth of body You left me with nothing but the memoires i......Read More

Posted on: 2007-09-18 10:11:36 | Rating:

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eyes wide shut
2 months ago i got divorced and my life ended. Right now...right now i am trying to figure out where i stand, its seems like i have found a little peace inside of me again. I am not as sad as i was before, sure i have my moments but the depression is all but gone. I can sleep a little......Read More