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goodbye...
So i heard this song the other day, i dont really know how it ended up on my mp3 player, "good bye my lover" by james blunt. WOW is all i can say, that song floored me the first time i heard it. I think that song should be made the mandatory break up song for everyone out......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-01 09:00:29 | Rating:

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autum goodbye.
Somedays, i dont know why i do the things that i do. i made a big mistake on my last posting and really hurt her feelings. I am sorry for it. I am angry for one thing. at my self and at the world around me. I feel like most things around have let me down, but its me who has. I always......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-03 13:22:55 | Rating:

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I remember
I remember it well the first time i saw you, from that moment on i knew that i loved you. I knew in that moment that i was totaly and complety yours. I saw your eyes and i was lost in the wonder that they held. I saw your lips and wanted to touch them, to kiss them, to taste them. I saw......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-10 14:57:12 | Rating:

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secret hand shake
Its fall here in canada, its a beautiful fall day out, from my office window i can see how the leaves have been changing colour, how the days take on that beautiful golden sheen to them, has anyone seen that before? the way the light takes on a golden tone to it as the days go past in......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-11 09:40:22 | Rating:

| Views: 89 | Comments: 0 | Tags: love divorce fall

another day....
So i am currently trying to figure out where i am in my life so far. And too big things come to mind. the fact that i am 29 and what the hell does that mean? and the fact that i am a divorced 29 year old male with no prospects. This past weekend i tried not to call my ex, i......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-15 14:00:37 | Rating:

| Views: 133 | Comments: 2 | Tags: life.

Beginnings and endings, or why we write.
So I have been thinking the last couple of days about the website and wondering why it is that I choose to write. Why do I choose to publish so many private and personal things? For one thing I help in hearing other people’s ideas; it’s kind of like a sounding board.......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-16 08:49:00 | Rating:

| Views: 101 | Comments: 2 | Tags: blogging life love

nothing
What do i want to say today? I am not really sure i just thought i would add to the all ready crowded world of the internet. Can you imagine if the first guys to think of creating the internet, would have pictured where it would come too? everything from google, right on to porn. Carzy......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-17 08:59:23 | Rating:

| Views: 103 | Comments: 1 | Tags: life love

somehow....
i dont know why today i miss you as much as i do. i know that i shouldnt really anymore, enough time has passed for us to heal, but still the love for you that i have cant seem to understand that its time to move on. I see you in my minds eye when we met, when i asked you out,......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-17 18:39:54 | Rating:

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is it possible to die while still living
how does one turn off thier heart and forget everything around them, how do you stop from loving someone when they are everything to you? how do you stop the hurting, how can you mend a soul torn apart, how can you go back to who you once where and forget what you are now?......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-18 06:42:48 | Rating:

| Views: 134 | Comments: 3 | Tags: broken heart lost love

for what its worth
I know i shouldnt call but i cant help myself at sometimes. I forget that i am not need and not wanted anymore, just tell me one more time tell me that you no longer need me. its hard to stop even when you want too, i hate crying the way i do, its not a benifit to anyone, i try to......Read More