6 months ago it all came apart. 5 years of love, 5 years of thinking i was happy. 5 years. my life so far has been held in a state of disbelife. she told me she wants nothing to do with me. nothing at all. she tore up the pictures of that perfect tore them up and sent them to me. there was never a goodbye. just tears and pain. the pain is still here. what do i do? how can i forget a love like that? i love her still. i love now and forever.