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27 days till you leave my life forever. 27 days before you take the final part of me. 27 days till the goodbye that i can not even bear to imagine. 27 days till my days darken for the final time. 27 days till i have to say goodbye to the only woman that i have ever truly loved. 27 days till i have nothing but memories to hold on to. 27 days till your gone. you tell me to come see you, but how can i? that is no longer my place it belongs to him now. you say i will make it your place again...can you really? i know that inside you thier is anger and resenment against me. i have hurt you and you have hurt me, i try to shed these feelings by baring it all here. i let my wounded heart bleed its self out on the pages, so that i dont carry any pain any hurt against you in me. but you are leaving me for good now. i am scared as stupid as it sounds i am scared. that i will never see you again, or hear from you, or that you will become someone that i dont know anymore. so far you have changed so much that your pictures are the only way i have of knowing who you once where. in my heart i know that you are still there that girl i knew once, i know that you have hidden her away put her back into your darkest parts and shed this new person onto us. i dont know you anymore, and you leaving will make that much more painfull. belive me i would follow you anywhere you wish to go but that time has passed, the minute you let him in, the minute you let him put his hands on your body the time passed. the moment you choose him instead of me the time passed. i want to see you but, i know you have lots to do. 27 days will feel like a lifetime, each day longer then the last till all i have left is darkenss and memories, an illusion of who i once was is all that i have.
if i dont see you, take care, keep me in your prayers, and perhaps one day if you call...i will run to you. you know that i will.
love always daniel (chango horrible and apestos)
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Posted by gatopanzo on 2007-12-04 15:18:01 | Rating: | Views: 67
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