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how is this for a thought
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Even in our sleep, pain which cannot forget falls drop by drop upon the heart until, in our own despair, against our will, comes wisdom through the awful grace of God.
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gatopanzo on 2008-06-05 10:42:27
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and we all laugh along
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6 months ago it all came apart. 5 years of love, 5 years of thinking i was happy. 5 years. my life so far has been held in a state of disbelife. she told me she wants nothing to do with me. nothing at all. she tore up the pictures of that perfect tore them up and sent them to me. there was never...
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gatopanzo on 2008-05-10 02:21:38
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Futility
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Some times people ask me, why do you love her still? I close my eyes and picture her in my mind, I see you on the day that I met you, I see her on our first date, our first kiss, that black dress, but most of all when I close my eyes I see your face and I see your smile, and I know that I love...
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gatopanzo on 2008-01-04 10:29:07
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because of you
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i learned alot about who i am and what i am capeable of
ive learned to love
i learned to cry
and i learned what it meant to loose everything
you taught me the beauty in life, to warmth of happiness
the bitterness of things unsaid
and the...
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gatopanzo on 2008-01-04 10:06:29
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the road
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On some forgotten highway, on the side of the road, my memories lay lingering,
Shaking off the cold,
Hooking a ride to neverland, where the visions still play,
Hooking a ride to nowhere, to the place where my heart lays.
You once said you loved me with a smile on...
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Posted by:
gatopanzo on 2007-12-28 13:02:40
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i miss you
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what more is there to say but that. i saw you 2 nights ago, i think i saw a trace of love in your eyes, or maybe i was just imagining it. who knows. all i know is that right now i miss you so much it hurts, i want to cry again to beat my chest and scream out your name and beg and plead for a...
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gatopanzo on 2007-12-21 13:35:00
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too much
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i am not the man that i used to be when you met me. that fire that passion that was in me is had quietly gone out, i am nothing but a shell, held up by my memories and my pain. the slightest breeze can topple me over send me crashing to the ground and scatter into a million pieces...
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gatopanzo on 2007-12-07 09:12:24
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27 days
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27 days till you leave my life forever. 27 days before you take the final part of me. 27 days till the goodbye that i can not even bear to imagine. 27 days till my days darken for the final time. 27 days till i have to say goodbye to the only woman that i have ever truly loved. 27...
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gatopanzo on 2007-12-04 15:18:01
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somewhere
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someone responded to one of my blogs by saying that once people break apart we see the ugliness inside them we see them as they are and wonder why we were with them. well in my case, i did see the faults from the very beginig. i knew that under that beauty thier could be hurt as...
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gatopanzo on 2007-12-04 13:51:57
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i will keep the memory of you
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so i have been away the past few weeks. trying to cope with all that has happend. i see you know in a whole new light. i have taken the roses colored glasses of and i see you as you are now. with your flaws and imperfections. we have come a long way from where we once where....
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gatopanzo on 2007-12-03 10:26:38
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echos
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so i ve been away for a few days, i havent written anything. but here is the case i have learned to hide away inside of me now more then before. belive me i still miss you so much. you have still not left my heart or rather i have not let you go yet. but i have a strange...
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gatopanzo on 2007-11-22 09:58:57
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quiet
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so its been a few days since i have written. i have had sometime to come to grips with the new reality. the new reality is that my wife is gone. forever. she had met and fallen for someone new. we all know that but this guy is loved by all. compared to me he will be more accepted by...
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Posted by:
gatopanzo on 2007-11-20 15:52:32
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whats there to say Explicit Content
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i found out, 3 weeks you tell, i thinknot, the pictures say other wise, you look happy, the one in banff is nice, the one at the party is really nice, damm i am a fool. i lied i still cry, inside everything
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Posted by:
gatopanzo on 2007-11-15 14:21:06
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tomorow is today
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i found a cd that you made for me back in febuary of 06, you made it for me at work, its music that you said remeinded you of me. music that i liked as well. it was just sitting at my desk at home. you know what that desk looks like so its a mircale that i was able to find it. it...
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gatopanzo on 2007-11-15 12:09:37
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2morow
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happy birthday i wish you all the best. i hope you are happy and take comfort and joy in the new life that you have started, i wish many more years of happiness and a peacefull journey through life.
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gatopanzo on 2007-11-14 22:31:30
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i am sorry
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i am sorry for still loving you. only a fool like me can ever hang to a love that is no longer needed. i belived you when you said you wanted to stay friends and talk once in a while. i am sorry for all of it, but i dont know how not to love you. up to this point in...
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gatopanzo on 2007-11-14 19:47:40
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burdens
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i wish you would call me right now, just for anything. you used to call to help you find directions, or to help you with a letter or just to gossip about work. i miss hearing your voice. work is draging on i just want to go home. my heart feels heavy right now. i miss you. i cant...
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gatopanzo on 2007-11-14 12:30:55
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the last waltz Explicit Content
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so whats wrong with me? days like today are tough for me. i can see that getting over you wont be as easy as it was for you. i am sitting here at work trying to cope with a deep feeling of loss. i rea
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gatopanzo on 2007-11-14 08:03:12
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the neverwas
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have you ever thought that perhaps you and i were just a dream? and that this now is the waking part. that we both dreamt each other up found the things in one another that we wanted, nutured them and then....woke up because things were to good to be true?
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Posted by:
gatopanzo on 2007-11-13 14:01:33
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prelude to the morning
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so what have i become since you left me. a mere shadow of the man i was becoming by your side. i find my self unsure of myself, second guessing all of my choices the actions that i choose to follow, thinking to myself is this truly what i want. or am i fooling my...
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gatopanzo on 2007-11-12 00:54:49
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