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Intuition

So life is like a baseball game when your at bat?
never know whats being thrown at you kindof thing...

well how do we deal with it?
how do we wake up each morning when we know exactally what we are going to fface the next morning?
how in the world can some of us stay so happy in the world when theres wars going on everywhere and poverty in the streets, gangs fighting everywhere, and the world itself is just plain going to hell?

i call it intuition,
my personal belief is that in this world there are only a few things that are set in stone.
one of them being karma, for all the good in the world there must be bad.
so when you stop to look at everything wrong in the world, in the back of my mind in thinking about everything good in the world.
i think thats our problem today, everything is allways busy busy busy and no one stops to appreciate the little things in life no more.
im a city boy, born and raised but my father lives in the country.
i can down for the summer and i went to a camp fire with my family and sat down with some freinds and i spent hours just stairing at the stars.
it amazes me that sooo much of the majority of us out there never get to see stars like i did,
there absolutly amazing, i have never in my life seen something so...peaceful and still. it was like i was looking into a whole nother world apart from this one. in life today everything is allways problems and the next obstical after the next, 0-60 all the way. but when i was looking at the stars it was amazing, i was for one of the only times in my life just truely happy and not a single thought of problems were in my mind.

i think that instead of focusing on the bad in life that we should take time out to notice the good instead.
it might just do us some good as well.

another topic dealing with karma.
now, im not suggesting the use of anything or suggesting any type of unhealthy activities here but,
one morning my mother came outside and we started to talk.
i normally go outside in the morning for a usual ciggerette.
she told me that it was unhealthy for me and that i should quit to live longer.
what i responded was something that has been said many times before me but no one has ever had a reason behind it like mine.
i said "i believe that God will take me when he wants me, no sooner, no later. so whats the point in not smoking?"
she told me something along the lines of "your supposed to take care of yourself and stay healthy, you dont want health problems when your older."
i told her that i believed in life karma is a rule, and if i never did anything bad then i wouldent ever enjoy my life.
i believe that if you spend your youth haveing fun partying and enjoying yourself that you will pay for it when your older...but isent that a good thing?
people allways see it as such a bad thing to be old and weak.
i think its an honnor to be able to look back and say "i had fun in my life, i might have some problems now but when i was a kid i enjoyed my life" instead you have all these health nuts never really living or exsperienceing life to the fullest.
i strongly believe that in life the more good you get, the more bad you will get. so to truely exsperience life to the fullest your going to have to hit a point where your at your lowest as well.
so if my smoking is going to give me ling cancer and my staying out late is going to make me sore when im older and if all these things i do are going to affect me when im older, than so be it!
ill wear these flaws with honnor and ill proudly state to my younger generation that i lived my life and i enjoyed every damn bit of it to the fullest possible exstent!
~friselpill