how do i make the pain go away...
i dont want to love her anymore!
i want to stop wanting her. i want to stop loveing her but i cant....
its like she can do anything because i will allways love and want her and take her back...
there is nothing i can do....
i miss her like crazy and all i want to do is kiss her but at the same time i want to just die...
what do you do when all you want to do is ball up and wither away?
how do you fill a hole that doesnt exsist and that wont stop growing and hurting?
how do you silence this dead silence?
i just want it to go away....
i feel like crying but it hurts to much to cry....

how do you cope with loosing everything?