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Well Monday is just around the corner and I was told that this was the best time to contact you because the 5th of this month has something to do with reconnection so I am not taking any chances my dear friend. I miss you way to much, have so much to tell you and it is not all about what we encountered over the summer months. You always knew how to make me smile and I sure could use that again. The only thing that is keeping me from contacting you is rejection....rejection by you but if we can sit down and talk you will find that it is not as bad as you think and that no matter what you did, the love I have for you will not go away either and that I want to stay by you through all you are going through. I pray everyday that you will call me, write to me or contact me through myspace, here, facebook or email. I have gained so much faith in God and St. Jude that they will guide us back together as friends. I even ask others to pray for us as well since prayer works in numbers. So hopefully there are alot of prayers for us out there. Please know that I forgive you and need to tell you that, I still love you lots, miss you loads and need and want you in my life again. I miss your smile, that boisterous laugh of yours and everything that we shared. Also know that I know the truth and it is ok...we can talk about it and believe me it is not as bad as you think. I want to show you something so awesome that will make you very happy and maybe cry too (happy tears). So, Natalie I am on my way to place my intentions to St. Jude on the site. Please call me. Love ya lots and hope all is well with you and the family. Oh, I had another dream about you or should I say dreams....in them you told me that we needed to talk about something important and we do so call me ASAP...love ya lots. xoxo
    Posted by friends101 on 2007-11-02 20:24:20 | Rating: | Views: 75
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Prayer has been my mainstay, but, if there is a possibility that calling her could re-establish your friendship, please don't wait! What if she is waiting for YOU to call HER?

I guess you just need to decide which is more important to you: the fear of rejection or maybe, being the instrument used to help facilitate the mending of a lost friendship!

I hope and pray everything works out for you! :)
Posted by  Alice  on 2007-11-02 21:13:07 
  
thank you alice I will call her...it was told to me to wait until after the 1st of this month but around the fifth is the best time.
Posted by  friends101  on 2007-11-02 21:20:47 
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