Today was the first day in a long while that I have not shed tears for missing my friendship with Natalie. I have decided that despite everything that is going on in my life right now, I want to get out there and help someonein need. So I found this non-profit organization that helps battered women and children find shelter and services they need in order to survive. I am into this all gung ho....but it feels good inside. Yes I do still miss Natalie alot and still pray everyday for her come back into my life....but in the meantime I will help others.