I had feelings for 36 sexy teenage guys in high school , some were nice too me , and some weren't which it didn't really both me intill This one guy matt chrest really hurt my feelings , and he  called me up one time and it was when i was watching a scare movie and i jumped , and matt chrest didn't answer he made is older brother  answer and then he passed it back to matt chrest.  i even heared him say ssh , because  i heared some guys laughing in the background , and i was so excited and i was so happy that i would have a boyfriend , but my sister cassie said it was all a set up and a trick , but i didn't want to believe it , but i said maybe  and matt chrest said well if you change you mind write down on a piece of paper and give it to me the next day at school , well i did   and i gave the piece of paper with  my answer and then i walked away and he started to laugh and then he rumbled up the piece of paper and threw it at me . why would you do that , and i was really hurt i almost cryed , i  almost cryed in front of them , thats how much i really was falling for him , i still have a little feeling's for him , i just wished why he did  it ,  was it because is friends were there or what ?  how can guys  be so mean , can't they ever be nice  and  at least give us a chance . i totally liked these guy more than any of the other one's because i thought i was finally going out on a date with this guy , but it was all a lie , that hurt so badly , and i had to go to my      advisor room  and ryan shuette's he just smiled at me , and it cheered me up , i think he knew i was upset ,  i guess when they are not around there guy friend's there nice guys , and when they are around the guy friends  they act like jerks well not all of them .