This blog should have been written down about an hour ago. My original train of thought that inspired this has gone, vamooses, done a bunk, skedaddled, now all it is is a collection of words hoping to reconnect with the original idea. This blog was inspired by a you tube video which reminded me how much I miss university and the ideas and conversations that I used hear just walking down campus.
I worry that innovative ideas and energy are limited to those kind of environments and is mainly for the young. But by even allowing such thoughts I allow it to become I reality for me, which I cannot and will not accept. To cut the crap. I find myself in a small town with very little in common with most of the people here (now I think a lot of that is my attitude) and with few friends, far away from the familar and am frustrated with the way every idea I have or plan I try to implement is somehow stopped or diverted. Completely out of my control. I am trying to be proactive and address issues but it’s all driving me mad. Every time I try and solve a problem my efforts are squashed! What am I doing wrong or am I simply not trying hard enough?

Ah this blog was supposed to be a reflection and instead it turned into a rant. Well tough I guess that’s what it’s going to be. But to sum up, I wont give up, more plans will be laid, tweaked and implemented. Such is life. =)