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How do you know that he's telling you the truth?
How do you know if he really does love you?
Can you trust him?
Do you love him?
Love is beautiful. We yearn to be loved by people. When you find that one special person you want to be with, it's pure bliss. But what happens if all of that comes crashing down? You find out he lied to you. He used you. He never told you the truth. He never really cared. It breaks your heart and you fall to pieces. You try to hold on and try to win him back, but where does that get you? He calls you psyco. He says he hates you. You're angry, you're hurt, you honestly want to kill him.
At least that's what I felt. I hate the way he used me, I hate the way I fell for his stupid lies. I turned down the warnings my friends gave me and it hurt me in the long run. It was only then that I could do one thing: Delete him out of my life. I deleted him off of my friends list, out of my phone, and out of my life. He can be a douche bag and in a few years we'll just see where he goes in life. My guess: no where. I now look back and see just how little he really has going for him. I'm being serious. He wants to be a professional athlete. ... Wow. Honestly, he's not even that good. He's in pre-algebra. ... Wow. You're so smart. He's selfish and really does treat people with the most disrespect I've ever seen. I can only kick myself and wonder how I didn't see that before. But the one positive thing that came out of this was I now know how to let go. I know that if he says its over I just walk away. If he wants to apologize he'll know where to find me. If he really cares he'll come back. If not, well he was just another boy. It hurts like hell, but in a way I'm thankful this happened to me. So many lessons can come from this kind of pain. Now, hopefully, I'll never make that mistake EVER again.
xoxox
~Della~
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