so hes not going to the game

im very happy that he is not going to the game.

i didnt tell him he couldnt, but I told him that I wasnt happy about it but I wasnt going to tell him he couldnt

and he didnt go.

i love him

he is amazing.
and i dont know why i was so freaking worried...i guess i just was worried..because i dont want to lose him.

but anyways,

im doing better.

things are better

ill write more later :)